100% Sobriety is a return to Pure Humanity. (we have hybrids in the population and we can still respect them and it is NOT a disease unless the human feels disease and wants to remedy their disease away)
Because if you're not 100% sober, which personality, animal, object and drug are we talking to at this moment in time?
And therein lies the question.
Who are we talking to?
That's the power of alchemy and spiritual possession..
And releasing those demons are formidable.. and those demons plagued me the last 20 years and I remember when they came on because it was 1999 and I was crying up a storm one day and had to call in sick to work.. I remember sobbing to Lucy telling her I couldn't come in because I had a mental breakdown. That was the first time I had to face the pmdd and it was not even known back then and had yet to see the patterns around my period
I remember exactly to this day when I had those demons wake up and what prompted me start leaving California because I knew something was not right in California and also in my body.
And those were the demons I had to wrestle. I knew something wasn't right
I just didn't know what..
The first time I left California was in the military going into Mississippi but that was not the place for me.
But I left California for the first time in 1999 and 2000 and then that was when Bush was voted into office and my roommates were depressed and then 9/11/2001.. that was the ritual and the kickoff to climate change. Aggressive aggressive climate change
And the last 20 years was trying to survive those demons because you know the system changed the frequency right before 9/11/2001.
You know 1999 was the Woodstock 99 and then we had the school shooters and so many other things.. Columbine..
Climate change took an aggressive turn for the worse right before 9/11/2001 and then that's also when the conspiracy world was born and the truthers came out and of course climate change.
Only you didn't know about climate change back then and if you did it was in the green circles of sustainability and recycling and save the planet
The hard cold truth came out through the Alex Jones World and Other venues
Yes the system woke up whatever demons I had within and I had to survive them.
And they were brutal and releasing them the last 8 years was extremely brutal..
The real aggressive climate change was covid-19. The system had the last 20 years prior to covid-19 to season you guys up..
It truly helps when you have a long memory and you release those demons so you can remember everything and never ever make the same mistake twice. That's why 100% pure sobriety is a return to humanity..
And so I turned 50 in February and I will turn 51 in February of 2025 and I have a new lease on life and I can be a great backup for my husband should he have to do something different in the future.
I'm 100% clean and sober and I know my boundaries and I release those f***** up demons. I have no idea where I picked them up but I released a lifetime supply of demons the last 8 years.
LOL THE LAST 8 years I released soooo many "demons" that could have taken on certain sexual orientations, proclivities or identifications.. I did not have "indicators", but I know how cute I was and I used my looks to get ahead and then when my looks starting fading, luckily, my mother gave me the gift of academics to fall back on..
Because that day will come when your looks dont give you entrance into groups or high societies and even families and then you will have to use your brain to strategize your survival or else you'll destroy yourself trying to fit in.
And from the looks of died suddenly with these young mothers their looks are only going to last them so long before they destroy themselves with their lifestyle trying to stay young immature and beautiful with aesthetically appealing skin and eyes, forever..
When your looks fade what else do you have to offer to the world and that's my question to every Zoomer and Millennial trying to hang on to their childhood?
Some Generation X might be able to recoup resources and redirect but some have been lost to maintaining aesthetically appealing looks and aggressive sexuality to get by and that's kind of the state of existence we're in right now.. Generation X is the variable
Generation X are the examples of what to do or what not to do and you hope these Zoomers and Millennials will take notice..
I'm not sure how many Boomers have the ability to redirect their trajectory because it would be extremely painful to recoup resources lost to lifestyle and belief system in politics religion and science.
During this climate change I will have to fluctuate with the environment and gain and lose substance so that way I stay alive and I recoup resources lost to immunological energy conversion. When the climate finally calms down I'll be able to stay pretty steady in my relative equilibrium but during this climate change my looks will vary relative to the conditions of the environment and I won't try to stay cured because that's deadly
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