People seek absolution when they do not plan to stick around.
People also seek absolution when they refuse to take personal responsibility. I refuse to let the JJ world be used as your absolution as a fear tactic or your justification why death is optimal over life.
If your fear of the JJ world is you might "die".. lol, why don't you look at the basement of the hospital and take a tour of your future..
The morgue is what is your future and you expect it, and welcome it.
Convenient to blame the last hail Mary a hospice patient did when the medical/holistic system practices caused the person to be categorized as inhospitable.