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Writer's pictureJillian Epperly

Becoming a whole person is painful

Updated: Dec 3, 2024

Becoming a whole person is painful

Family is when you parse yourself out to life that must come from deficit and then forever try to keep up and will always fall short because it needs food rest release and retention.

Family is fractional Reserves. You are pieces of somebody else and then trying to adapt to a world that is trying to kill you on so many levels.

For all intents and purposes developing your own personal family will develop starvation in yourself as well as your Offspring and everyone around you that must support that infrastructure.

This guy below is an example of what it is like develop a baby out of your own belly or uterus. It's like cutting off parts of your brain and giving it to something else and then trying to revive it and give it some kind of life and It suffers trying to grow and develop and when it tries to grow and develop the mother keeps treating it with cures remedies and detoxes and surgery and starvation and she's forced to because she can't let anything suffer to live because no guarantee the person or an animal is going to live and you can't assume they will and you cannot assume they can handle it.. so parents and owners of animals are forced to be serial killers and unalive themselves regressive procreation

And so The Offspring or that person spends the rest of their life looking for pieces of themselves that they will never find and even their family can't fulfill them because the family just keeps taking from them because they have their own wants and needs and desires. And so The Offspring becomes highly predatory completely sexualized and then always resisting pain and suffering as well as in continuous starvation but it's a prolonged death especially in the old world but now in this new world you won't suffer as long but you will suffer astronomically unless you're lucky enough to die suddenly with no pain and suffering..

And so the system knew this and exploited pieces of people and fostered strengths in areas that they were strong in but now there's too much redundancy and too much predatory behaviors and not enough tolerance and completely lack of respect for evolution and so we have people who are basically suffering..

And this is why they're guiding reproduction carefully because people don't know what it is they're breeding and what it is they are conjuring up in their offspring and they don't know the kind of pain and suffering their children experience living under pressure and expectations from parents who live in an old world and never understood how deadly this new world is and how aggressive this new world is.

We have parents who are developing children who are going to have to fight to survive and they probably don't have a strong infrastructure to survive the family and the expectations as well as the society they live in. Some of these kids are going to be cannon fodder for war or human experiments in the hospital system or Mommy's little clone who will do exactly what she did until the daughter can't perform anymore for Mommy and then it's done and then she's either married off or she died suddenly or gets caught up in a human trafficking situation.

By the way cannabis develops offsprings of antibodies like children who are starving and that's why you have the munchies. That's why people who smoke cannabis and eat food either Fall Apart or get bigger and bigger or age faster because you're feeding the antibodies and you're not feeding the parent.

You're feeding the parasitic offspring and cannabis develops also sexuality aggressive sexuality because that's more offspring developing more offspring and then the munchies because you have to feed those Offspring and then they destroy the host which is the parent or the person. That's why I don't do drugs.

And many cultures and religions are based upon ganja and cannabis and that's a destruction of a whole culture and the people in that specific religion.. but if people are suffering whatever makes them happy at this point the government will allow. But you have to understand why you are hungry or aggressively sexual when you're under the influence or why you are tunneled and doing intricate things when you smoke pot. That only lasts so long.

Suffering to live in this Society full of pain and suffering will be a feat unto itself and it would require autonomy.

Phineas P. Gage (1823–1860) was an American railroad construction foreman remembered for his improbable[B1]: 19 survival of an accident in which a large iron rod was driven completely through his head, destroying much of his brain's left frontal lobe, and for that injury's reported effects on his personality and behavior over the remaining 12 years of his life‍—‌effects sufficiently profound that friends saw him (for a time at least) as "no longer Gage".




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