Do Not Be Ashamed
Most of humanity exemplifies what I am referencing to when it comes to the culture of psychological, intellectual and biophysical submission/conversion into the death realm..
the use of loving kindness as the easiest path to the absolution of euthanizing our family and friends, was taught to us probably more than 6k years ago..
do not be "ashamed" of not knowing anything but that way to be, but realize, you can consider another way to be..
if it is not possible to reconsider your culture, please do not assume it is a slam against you and what you believe..
Evolution will always challenge what was created to evolve..
You now have the choice...