It's all natural. People have certain heavy metals interwoven with human DNA and then there is a sexual proclivity and wow and so they identify as an object trapped in a human body. But remember they've trapped those antibodies in the body giving them this identification so everything is natural. And who am I to say they must release the demons if they're happy with who they are?
If people are happy with who they are then we cannot say they have demons unless they say they have demons they must release and if they can handle the process of releasing what they say are demons. But I am not the one to say what kind of demons people have because I don't know people's background lifestyle or belief system and it's none of my business..
But I can speculate biologically what gives people these sexual identifications because everything is rooted in your gut and all the different remedies interwoven with aggressive elements and consciousness..
And I wouldn't even say it's a mental illness because it's not rooted in the mentality it's rooted in your gut giving signals to the brain. If he's not feeling disease around it then there is no disease to diagnose.
And so if we choose to practice Alchemy using tinctures than this potentially could be the outcome. Because antibodies do get developed from using remedies in the holistic and the allopathic world.
These remedies assimilate to the human's DNA and develop offspring and then another personality as well as a sexual identification develops overtime and matures into a type of sexual proclivity orientation and identification.
And this was developed over many generations of procreation using certain type of remedies and even the environment contributes to how well these proteins synthesize and develop another life form and thoughts
And everything is natural because it is derived from the periodic tables of elements developing into compounds and then human consciousness
Not everything under the surface stays under the surface remember that. People put off a good image but can they survive exposure?
So before you get jealous of somebody's Facebook page remember they have their own skeletons that they will not show anyone so they have to look beautiful on Facebook.
Don't let any beautiful images fool you into thinking they are the epitome of stability or balance or sound ethics.. because I can assure you the more you have to hide behind beautiful images the more you have skeletons in your closet trying to distract people from your own truth.
Politics religion and science fools many people into thinking what you see is what you get. Not necessarily..
And so I would rather be so honest on Facebook with the brutal truth and even admit to my own foibles and ALSO have a real picture on Facebook that isn't hidden behind makeup plastic surgery and clever filters not fishing for compliments of how beautiful your picture is or how wonderful you look today because then what are you selling and what are you looking for and what will you do to keep getting validation from strangers and your family?
And some people will sell their soul to keep getting the compliments and the validation. And that's what Hollywood was trying to show you in the lay population. What people will do for validation to the point of selling their own family down the river as well as themselves
People say artists are forced to do these things but no they're not, they want the fame the money and the power.. in essence they sold their soul. It doesn't always happen in the entertainment industry.
Families also sell their souls when they sell their children on the open market to get married to somebody who's rich or a man looking for a huge dowry finding a woman who has a rich family or they force their kids into certain entertainment spots or Sports because the parents don't put any emphasis on intellectual capability only using the body to be used as a punching bag or baby making machine or a sexual piece..
It's the children who are forced to do things or they're being taken advantage of by an adult..
it is the children in our society who are the true victims of tradition.. and temptation and their parents don't set them up correctly to survive the battles they will inevitably face when it comes to their peers and situations they cannot control
Adults make choices based upon their desire for greed money fame power and prestige and social capital and the children are the victims because of that.
That's the distinction between forcing people and somebody making choices.
And these children are brainwashed into thinking they must give up their body Mind and Spirit to a stranger. But these ADULT artists weren't ALWAYS raised by the industry.
Some of these artists who've made choices as adults, chose that path.
But these children don't have any choices..
And so it's time for adults to grow up and face what they had to deal with as children raised by society who gave them no choice in any matters and even if they did, it wasn't the choice that would protect them from predators.
If anything they were thrown to the wolves and they were ill-equipped to deal with the wolves.. and that's why these girls get prematurely pregnant and also murdered by their boyfriends when they find out they were pregnant..
Oh we get to see exactly what we have produced and supported in the population around traditions and politics religion and science. And it's already brutal
The system knows how powerful visual images are and who gets off on extremely violent visual images. The system can measure your heart rate as you watch these images and they know who has the potential to commit crimes because of the images they get off on even by themselves
And they know the kind of women who could be victims because of what they promote and who they interact with. And they also watch what these girls do on the internet and also how fast their heartbeats around certain images and that's also a form of pre-crime detection..
Your heart rate and visual images tell the system almost everything about what it is that literally gets you off or gets you in a certain state of functional being. And so be aware your biology exposes your secrets.
Even activism is a conduit for getting off on violent images through the guise of trying to save strangers you know nothing about. It's another avenue to act out proclivities enjoying the violence against people regardless and even animals. Remember how people were posting animal cruelty all over the Internet because they were really getting off on showing them to people. That's f****** insane.. I used to get mad at my Facebook crowd for posting those because I knew they were enjoying posting those images.
If you have to tell your Facebook audience not to commit crimes against any kind of living thing then that shows you what kind of influences are around you. Let law enforcement deal with it and if you see something in your world say something and even then it's pretty much out of your hands
How about you don't commit virtual or physical violence against animals and children and other humans and then you can talk about other people but you have to get your b******* straight first
And when you own animals and raising children you have no choice but to commit Veterinary and medical violence against a person or animal while they're under anesthesia and that to me is no different when someone is sober feeling every single cut.
Yes the world is changing and being sober will change your outlook on everything
GEN X (YOU HAVE CHOICES)!!!
I'm not sure if Millennials are in the position to make wise choices because of lack of experience and anyone after them like Zoomers and I don't know if Boomers have the capacity to change their trajectory. It's truly up to the Generation X and some pretty amazing Boomers and millennials.
He was the most extreme sex offender but we have people who are teetering on becoming a victim or actually becoming a sex offender and there are signs..
Just watch people's Facebook and their posts and what they promote and what they find is acceptable. Just because it's acceptable doesn't mean it's legal and that's kind of like a pre crime. And also indicating you will be a future victim.
And we have many girls out there putting everything on display developing future victims in themselves and their daughters and that's why you have to see what Sean P Diddy Combs did because a lot of your daughters and sons will reenact what he did and are on the path to becoming a victim or predator.
And just so you know Incubus and succubus are extremely strong when it comes to sexual possession and aggression. And there are huge signs. I mean huge indicators.
And the first indicator is selling your aggressive sexuality on the internet making yourself and children a huge sexual target for predators..
and the second indicator in men is making comments about women's body parts and what they would do to them
I know people are doing the best they can and they're suffering and some people can handle the suffering and support it based upon their intentions.
I just know with my chronic condition of PMDD the last 20 years, I suffered through it and I resented many who didn't understand but that was an unintended benefit because I didn't get caught up in the traditions and the trappings of wealth if I would have been under the influence trying to escape the suffering..
I'm just glad I left California and left the stress of trying to keep up with everyone around me and I left all the stares and the snide comments and I made a new life for myself and gave myself a chance
Make America sober again
Now you see the reason behind prohibition back in the 1920's but they exchanged the alcohol with cannabis.. smh
dying from aggressive thc antibodies via heart attacks and strokes is not better, imo.. yes the addict might be "peaceful", but not really.. theft and homicide are as a result from drug addictions, too.
So many Generation X were raised by silent generation and Boomers and so that's why we are the variable because some of us were trained differently so the system can see the outcome of the training.
Now you're watching it in the population.
It's pretty grim what we've passed down to our children and what we advocate in families
And when they say Illuminati exposed; someone will always tempt you to do something and if you say yes it was because you had the inclination and the proclivities to do it.
You could have said no but you said yes.
That's how the system exposed the violent people funneled through billion dollar industries and entertainment.
Predators have a price and they need a huge following and sometimes they take advantage of their position..
The system purposely developed so many predators in the population to show you how easy it is to develop them and mainstream them and mainline them and to show you how someone like a Hitler could easily come into power..
it's extremely easy; just bring up a sensitive point and then give them someone to blame.
And so when you're saying oh it's the power elite that's doing this UMMM oh no your neighbors are doing this to their own children and you won't know until later on when that child turns into adult and they did something... we have killers in the population who do hunt people and they operate deep in the shadows.. and so what you see with the power elite hunting people if you've heard those stories also happens in your neighborhoods. Remember Lady Bird Lake in Austin Texas. Somebody hunting people
So much violence goes on out there and it's not just strictly the entertainment industry. So many people out there have been victimized by so many and you don't always know who because we have given our children to strangers and we can't watch our children all the time because they go to school or they go to different classes and sports events where they hang out sleepovers and you don't know what goes on behind closed doors until behaviors come out.
People don't understand what these poor children go through being brought into a world that they don't even know how to protect themselves in because they can't and even their protectors don't know how to protect them.
That's what you're watching.. children raising children..
And mothers bringing in strangers into the house with children and she goes to sleep and that stranger has full access to those children. It's not the power elite it's these mothers and fathers who bring in strangers around their children. So let's keep some perspective here..
The system will tempt you and when you say yes you gave permission for them to give you permission to act out whatever it is you feel is appropriate..
Just because you can does not mean you should.
And so from all of this comes the drug industry so people don't completely go insane because sobriety is painful.
And when people are in so much pain they are forced to be under the influence every single day and that's where lack of empathy comes from.
And so victims turn into predators just like that.. and there are many degrees of predatory behaviors. Some are lawful because they are tolerated and accepted and others must be prosecuted after an investigation..
And when you own a person or an animal there are tolerated predatory behaviors such as treatments and then there goes the empathy because everybody must be under the influence in order to survive those treatments..
It's a vicious circle..
And so I own no human or animal and I'm extremely okay with that. I have brief moments of happiness but I don't have the stress of taking care of something that I could not guarantee could keep itself alive.
And even if I could keep it alive what kind of life will that child or animal have now and in the future?
What am i setting that child or animal up for now and in the future?
That's what every parent needs to ask themselves who put so much pressure onto themselves getting pregnant or forcing their girls to have babies and boys to be fathers in an extremely violent and changing world.
Virtual empathy therapy in the prison system of violent criminals and sex offenders
There's an experimental method of developing empathy in predators so they would understand what it's like from the victim's point of view and it would be a type of virtual reality.. with electric shock based upon the virtual reality scenarios
In the mainstream population, you have to see what's going on because parents don't have empathy for their children because they forgot themselves what it's like to be a child because of drugs and alcohol and other experiences.
And so watching what goes on in your community is like getting a therapy of empathy based upon a victim's perspective because predators need to experience what it's like to be a victim of somebody's depraved activities.
Theoretically, in my opinion, STRAIGHT men should come back as a beautiful women who are targets of predators so they understand what it's like to be stabbed over and over again with an appendage. Just like those women and men at P Diddy's parties with all of those dildos.
And you can only imagine the pain and suffering and that's why people are under the influence so they don't have to experience the pain of suffering of being stabbed over and over again by a large object regardless if it's attached to a human or a machine..
You have to see what it's like for anyone who receives those types of activities and that's in both the straight and the lgbtq community.
And some men and women get off on this type of information because they were victimized by somebody and that's what the system wants to know is who's been a victim of this type of situation
What you watch on p****** YouTube and any other types of reals gives the system a lot of information on how many victims are out there in the world and what they're suffering from..
So many men women out there have been sexually abused by somebody and it's plainly obvious how prevalent sexual abuse is..
And so that's why America and the West is being reconfigured because the suffering is f****** astronomical and the violence against both men and women are atrocious. Being under the influence doesn't take away from the fact of what we've supported for such a long time.
And that's why I want to make sobriety great again because when you're under the influence you have little to no empathy for suffering because you can't even f****** feel it.
You don't even know you're own suffering..
And when you don't know your own suffering you'll inflict pain and suffering on other people purposely and inadvertently..
Which is also why it's easier for people to give their children to the medical system and why it's easy for people to withhold food and also why it's easy for people to take remedies and do drugs. It's an epidemic of lack of empathy coupled with brutality
Make sobriety great again
The vaccinated induced baby boom population is over.. the aggressive sexual habits are now for the public to see..
the system had to allow pdiddy operate for 16 years to study the people who are attracted to that kind of sexual violence and they watch/measure the people who watch violent sexual videos and measure their heart rate and their reactions..
you had to see how depraved your society is and was behind closed doors hidden behind politics, religion and science..
you had to see your favorite stars fall from grace and realized just how dangerous it is for men/women and children..
predators on every corner looking to capitalize on some young naive girl or boy looking to gain independence in a dangerous world and they are ill equipped to deal with fast talking or charming suitors looking for their latest conquest..
No matter how much you close your eyes to what's going on many of you have children and you're going to force them into these situations they're ill-equipped to deal with and then you wonder why we have infanticide and homicide and domestic violence and family annihilators.
And you know these poor girls are suffering because of what these men were told to do from the p*** industry and from their fathers and their buddies in the schoolyard. These poor women. These poor young girls who don't know what they're going to be facing out there. You feel sorry for a lot of these girls and women because even these mothers forgot what it was like to be a young girl in a world full of predators..
Having a long memory will serve anyone because they won't repeat the mistakes the past and they will warn those what they're doing to their own children. You don't have to heed any warnings but you can't blame anyone when you yourself don't survive your own traditions and neither will your children and if they end up in a situation such as what we're watching
how could you blame the government when you've been warned your traditions are f****** deadly to your children and yourself
And so we will keep watching history repeat out there in the the population until somebody breaks the curse and the spell and that could mean died suddenly.
If you can't get control of your own bad habits then your children will repeat them and they won't survive what you passed down to your own children..
Make sobriety great again
Why are men and women under the influence because they are suffering astronomically from the traditions their parents forced them into and if it's not their parents then their peers because they weren't strong enough to walk away from the peer pressure and the crowd.
Aggressive Vaccine Reactions are what happens when we develop children who don't have what it takes to deal with fertility at the sexual level and at the immunological level. Fertility is deadly on bodies in deficit and you have no idea if your adult children can handle sexual reproduction as well as immunological fertility through the Public Health Therapies.
Why would you gamble with your life and their life because you have to make a name for yourself as a parent. Why would your children be a human sacrifice for your social capital.
Right now all of us are examples and we will develop our stories around what happens and all of us will choose what we want to consider and what we throw away based upon our lifestyle and belief systems.
The anti-vax and the pro vaccine will exploit this situation and I will give you another perspective.
And you will choose and then also face the consequences of your choices
'Within 10 minutes everything went dark, my jaw locked, and I started vomiting'
Any kind of Public Health Therapy is a type of immunological fertility no different than a man uploading his information into a woman through the birth canal.
What p diddy with all of those crazy orgies was also a type of fertility because the amount of sperm mixing with so much other bodily fluids is just as bad as getting so many different Public Health therapies all at once
Women have to survive their Partners the families and even the public and they're up against so much and many of these women are at a disadvantage because they're outnumbered by tradition and peer pressure and they already sustained food allergies and other disease. They're not allowed to say no to anything. They're not allowed to say no to their mother-in-law's their father-in-law's and even their husbands
And this is what happens when women are enslaved by tradition and by their families and by their husbands who were told to be a certain way.
Not only must she be strong enough for that sperm but she must also be strong enough to carry that baby to term and these women right now with all of their food allergies and other issues will not be strong enough to carry a baby to term and right now you're watching people die suddenly because of that.
And so getting so many rounds of Public Health therapies all at once is like getting raped by your community and so these women are up against so much and other women enslave other women because of this and so this is the outcome
Either disorganized antibodies causing disease or a baby that doesn't survive gestation and the mother doesn't survive pregnancy or the father knows he doesn't have what it takes to take care of five children and so he completely annihilates his own family because of the stress and the pressure of trying to be a good person and being forced into taking care of something he was not prepared to because of f****** peer pressure and the pressure from his family and her family and that's why family can be so deadly to their own family members
So yeah save the children and save the women is completely appropriate because many families are forcing their children who turn 18 to get pregnant and get married but first get a degree because that's respectable. It doesn't make a f****** difference you're f****** up your child's future and yourself
Here we go.
So Zoomers came from either late late Gen X or early millennials and she was born in 2001. Yes she was very cute. Very skinny and exotic in some people's world. What this shows is if she would have gotten pregnant she probably would have died from pregnancy because that baby would have taken everything from her. Getting all those different Therapies shows you what happens when you have a disorganized baby in her body it takes over and it eats away at the insides and you get burst blood vessels.
Any kind of adverse reaction from any therapy is basically a disorganized baby/ANTIBODIES attacking everything versus an organized baby in its proper place slowly siphoning the life force from the mother.
And so if we have 23-year-olds having these kind of adverse reactions to a lot of different therapies at once you can only imagine a Zoomer or an alpha and beta getting pregnant during climate change. That baby would kill her if that baby is even viable and could be carried to term. All babies are as well as humans are basically organized antibodies with a purpose. As soon as you get somebody pregnant you have now diluted her life force and she has to fight for her own survival plus then try to keep her baby alive in a very changing world.
Save the children and save the women because these women are basically children forced to get pregnant and if they don't have the means to get pregnant then they get adverse reactions to any kind of Public Health Therapy especially so many of them at once. Save the women indeed. Save the children indeed
If you were born between 1965 and 1980 you are exhibiting but you were raised with and where you ended up from your belief systems and background. This is the time of the Generation X to show our work. Some people were given the good life and they took it to the extremes and now you're watching people paying penance..
You're watching the rise and the fall of Gen X and what a lifetime of experiences turns people into. That's why they call us Generation X.
They wanted to see how we ended up and what was our background growing up and then what we did with our lives and how do we reconcile with what we did with our lives.
We were the variable because there was no telling how we would end up. We were all programmed differently from so many different people.
The last 12 years of everything that was hidden under the surface ever since the '90s came to surface and we all had to face everything. The system got what they needed out of us and the Boomers and even the silent generation and now it's our turn to show what our lifetime of work has turned us into.
And so then when you watch Millennials raise their children you know exactly how their kids are going to end up based upon how the Boomers and the early generation x raised their children and then you watch the late millennials and the early Zoomers do exactly what their parents did and so their outcomes are going to be so predictable and they wanted to see how traditions and habits get passed down from generation to generation. And you hope somebody diverges from the traditions so they could survive if it's even possible.
And so everything from the late '80s and '90s ever since I entered into adulthood and then 2000 was allowed to happen. They wanted to see when you give children access to everything they could ever want what they would do with their power and their talent and what they would do for money.
So everything that happened in the 90s and 2000s that were never solved because it wasn't the time oh you're going to see some s***. The system gave people so much latitude.
They gave us access to money and mid-2000s to see what we do when we had easy access to money .. you're going to see stars that once were so loved are going to be hated once they are connected to things such as the leading headlines at this point. Every dog gets his day.
Epstein Weinstein R Kelly Cosby and P Diddy and so many people are connected to P Diddy. Oh my God. That's why they were talking about the Illuminati the last 12 years. Because so many people were connected to these billion dollar empires. It wasn't just him alone.
There were a lot of people that turned their head away and allowed things to go on knowing that someone like Justin Bieber and anyone else or being groomed for things but like anything talent comes from trauma. That doesn't excuse anything but you're seeing what happens.
And some people take it too far and these children are a mess as adults. But they made somebody money. Parents do that to their children. They commodify and capitalize on their children's talent and these children are forced into slavery and that's what you're also seeing too..
remember what Britney Spears went through.. and what she's currently dealing with today.
And then the lay person or the average Joe was given access to money through all the easy credit back in the early to mid-2000s and that was the mortgage crisis the subprime loans
And then more pump and dump like crypto and the mlms and the activism and then so many other things that you've read about can't believe stuff like that happens and yeah there's so much more. But if you're so worried about what the elites are doing maybe you should worry about how you're raising your children and what you're raising your children with.
Maybe you should worry about the drug use in your world around your children and what kind of values are you are instilling in your children as a Zoomer and a millennial watching Generation X make their mistakes and it's plastered all over the internet.
So before you get all uppity about the elite let me tell you nobody can afford to throw stones when they live in glass houses and what they've done with themselves is plastered all over social media no different than what some of these Hollywood music artists have done plastered all over the internet..
Generation X is the generation of Reckoning and then we'll watch Millennials and Zoomers either figure out how to save themselves from repeating the same mistakes or they will repeat the same mistakes their predecessors made and end up in predictable situations.
And nobody can say nobody told you because in the age of information ignorance is not an excuse. You would have to be deaf dumb and blind with no access to the internet to claim you didn't know.
I don't defend what anyone has done in the past especially around the things that we learned about through the Alex Jones world and everything else but I also see what the system was doing. I see the strategy.
When you are given everything you could possibly want absolute power corrupts absolutely and you had to see it happen in real time what happens when people get access to absolute power.
That includes CEOs and parents and queen bees and King bees and anyone who is a guru. What are they doing with their power? Are they taking advantage of the people who are following them?
And so all these different kingdoms came from the world of Hollywood and psychological operations and of course coupled with alchemy and biotech and you get The Perfect Storm.
You get to see what you might have produced in your world and the habits you instilled in your family developing the things that we have to deal with in our society.
And California is leaking so much water and so many secrets because the water is going to flush out everything that was under the surface and that's why California was ran into the ground. Because it had to be run into the ground.
The secrets are contaminating the groundwater and in turn contaminating the people who still live there.
CALIFORNIA was the largest Laboratory in the world and with over 2,000 Brownfield Redevelopment sites and people picking up the pieces of their lives because they had to be the example to show people what happens when parents and people do what they do to other people,
that's why California is disappearing.. and on fire
and why these earthquakes are going to be so catastrophic.
It's the end of an era..
From Golden Hollywood all the way to the downfall of California.. and America is hanging by a string. America will always be great by the people who still live here but we don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past because it was agonizing. You're seeing right now what made America great. It was all the secrets and lies and capitalizing on slavery and aggressive sexuality and these poor women and men forced into servitude
What if adults promoted 100% sobriety?
In my opinion instead of running away from your problems immunologically you become 100% clean and sober so you don't have to immunologically and psychologically run away from your problems.
100% sobriety is the perfect path to an amazing future and all that pressure as a child young adult and adult turns into amazing innovation and a path to relative peace without triggering rest in peace and you don't have to be under the influence of cannabis alcohol or any kind of drugs.
The root of all drug addiction and addiction to happiness is unresolved issues regardless of when they came about. Some people become drug addicts because they we're in a car accident and they got addicted to painkillers. Sometimes trauma is just a car accident turned into a drug addiction.
And if more adults become 100% clean and sober we wouldn't have so much trauma in the future because adults under the influence made bad choices and sometimes some of them have children..
Anytime you're under the influence you're not making the right choices. How can you if you're under the influence?
And that's the endless cycle of violence and loop of family is the offspring become the antidote to the suffering of the family.
Like a new hope that doesn't learn the lessons of the past..
And so what if adults promoted 100% sobriety instead of running away from their problems always trying to be happy all the time because as you can see the pursuit of happiness turns into aggressive drug addictions and alcoholism and you know where that's going to go.
So, in my opinion if you're going to give advice to people make sure you're working from a sober standpoint or else whatever advice you're giving to the world is being filtered through your drug addiction and alcoholism..
And then what exactly are you advising people through your addictions?
I say this because I see posts on my Facebook people who are known cannabis users giving advice about certain things that I question if it's appropriate through their addiction. But as you can see even drugs can talk. And so when drugs talk and alcohol talks what is it saying? And maybe it's giving you a clue why they are on cannabis and alcohol.
They are so sad that they have to try to be happy at all costs even if it means they must be under the influence daily. And I can't say it's always deadly because some drug addicts and alcoholics live for years and years and years but like any addiction it doesn't last forever and people die from addictions.
And that's the truth and the reality about drug addiction and alcoholism. It was always deadly but in this environment it will be even deadlier as the particles accelerate during climate change..
And I know people have posted about how hard it is to love drug addicts and drug users and if I want to stand in their shoes then put my phone down for a minute and see what it's like to not be on social media for at least 5 or 10 minutes.
I don't necessarily think that's the same situation but I get the point. But I'm still allowed to have thoughts around addictions and drugs and escapism and it's worth exploring and considering but these are the types of posts that I would never bring up in mixed company because someone would hit you for it.
Some things you have to say on social media so you don't get your ass beat by someone who has sensitive issues around this subject matter
it's not that I'm trying to antagonize people but bring up subject matters worth exploring and talking about. Because our world is in such need of talking about things that no one wants to talk about at the dinner table or in mixed company because of people's tendencies to shut somebody up through violent means.
You can only imagine why there's so much domestic violence and homicide around the holidays when you have family members get together and someone makes snide comments about someone's lifestyle or belief system and people become unhinged especially family members.
And so I just talk about everything that bugs me about the world and what I've been like because I'm not innocent I've smoked pot and I've gotten drunk off my ass throwing up in front of people. Those weren't my shiniest moments..
But why did I do that?
Because I wanted to fit in.
Because I wanted to be liked.
Because I wanted to relieve the stress and the pressure of trying to act normal..
So when in Rome people do what Romans do until they can't..
Sometimes I thought about becoming a drug addict and an alcoholic because it would be easier to deal with people and I would fit in and have a lot of friends.
I tried.
But my body couldn't keep up. I was always getting sick after every time I would try to just drink and drink and drink and smoke it was a suffering. So I had to stop. I had to walk away from all of it..
there was no real reason for me to do it, if it was only just trying to fit in with people.
And so if I had no real medical or psychological reason to be under the influence then I might as well just walk away from everything.
And so I think I conditioned myself the last 20 years with my pmdd to just sit with the misery and the suffering without being under the influence and just call in every Monday around my period and suffer the consequences of having to go from job to job because I had to deal with a medical condition that wasn't completely recognized and people didn't take pmdd seriously.
And so I just suffered through it and I didn't get on drugs or alcohol to manage it because I just slept and ate my way through it and called in sick. That was the only way I was going to survive it without being under the influence.
And that's what probably saved my ass and that's why I'm not a drug addict or an alcoholic today. Because I sat through the sickness the last 20 years without trying to be under the influence every single day to function and please other people. But believe me I suffered for it because people thought I was stupid and lazy
And so we're going to have to face what we have supported for many years and turned a blind eye to.
Many contrived and organic victims must find ways to channel that energy into something amazing. Something that will develop their own survivability if it's possible. But what you'll see is people pass down that trauma onto their children.
Just like Anna Nicole's child must survive the legacy her mother left behind and Justin Bieber's children will have to deal with whatever he dealt with immunologically and what they read about in the media.
What doesn't kill you will make you stronger. And I truly believe that..
And you hope Justin Bieber learned his lessons about trusting strangers and adults promising them the good life because there's always a price to pay. Hopefully his children learn his lessons or will they repeat the same lessons he learned or didn't learn.
We know some children are sold into slavery and other children are groomed into positions and some can reinvent themselves and others are pigeonholed and they die in the position that was given to them. And that was their role and that is their legacy.
And so you hope the children in your neighborhood don't get human trafficked or get caught up in relationship they don't survive or get prematurely pregnant before they are mature enough to make that kind of decision
If you don't think people give a s*** about each other then why do you think people are the enemy? You can't have it both ways. You can't say that Jillian doesn't give a f*** about you if you think I'm the enemy..
Because for me to be the enemy to somebody who I don't even know then maybe the possibility because I actually give a f*** about strangers but I would not put myself in danger to prove to anyone I give a f*** about strangers. Just speaking out the way I speak out tells myself AND the world I do care about the human race and I know they care about me even if they say they don't.
Because humans ultimately do care about other humans and some of them have a really f***** up way of showing it
But the other side of it some humans have extreme hatred towards other humans and it becomes an us versus them and that's very difficult to condition out of a population who've already made their assumptions about a person place or thing.
And so I'm not naive to think that everybody is safe. Because that is not the reality. But if given the opportunity even unsafe humans can show acts of humanity if given the opportunity
Real men and real women is all relative. It's relative to Lifestyle belief system and knowing your limitations and boundaries.
Children having children has been done for centuries in first world and third world countries and all over the world.
Pedophilia is all over the world and it is not something I would agree with. Because anytime you have society full of children and babies who don't learn from their mistakes that whole system will be filled with predators finding ways to get in the door and some are extremely strategic in charming their way into people's situations.
Everything that you're seeing today in politics religion and science that is making you gasp has been practiced in all religions in all scientific dogmas and in all politics.
And so you get to see what goes on behind closed doors and it's not a fantasy or a myth. This is what happens when you develop a society who worships children. They become the sacrificial lambs and then they turn into adults who have been victimized and then they turn into predators and then the cycle keeps repeating..
you'll get someone as horrible as Charles Manson and then as charming as Jimmy Savile and R Kelly before they were found out..
The reason why you know about pizza gate P Diddy Epstein Weinstein R Kelly and anything else in this genre is because it has to do with children and children who turn into adults making wrong choices based upon naivete and lack of experience.
Remember, suffering children turn into suffering adults who then turn into predators and victims.
If you don't want to have a repeat of pizza gate Epstein Weinstein R Kelly and P Diddy, stop trying to reinvent the wheel if you yourself haven't figured out the world you live in and stop bringing in innocence that's going to have to learn the hard way just like you.
Some people don't learn the hard way and they keep repeating the same mistakes.
Real men realized they don't have what it takes to raise any child
Real women don't think they have what it takes to raise children
Adults literally and seriously need to grow up and stop bringing children into a dangerous world because these kids will learn the hard way and many of them do not survive.
They don't survive as adults. P Diddy Epstein R Kelly should be a huge indicator the type of children we raise in our society who turn into adults digging for gold and wealth and fame and Power.
And children who have been victimized turn into aggressive predators who will be repeat offenders if they don't get a hold on their own situation and start facing some of the hard b******* they had to face not pass that trauma down to their children.
Everything you see coming out are the consequences of our choices.
We have to sit with the consequences of our choices and we have to face the consequences of our choices of what we supported and what we believed in based upon traditions and what was trending at the time.
America has to sit with the consequences of our choices and it has just begun and it is a suffering.
Why do you think our jails are full of people who claim their innocence?
They were innocent at one point and then something got a hold of them and completely corrupted them and they had nowhere to go.
And when you have been corrupted with nowhere to go and no other channel or outlet, people end up in jail for the rest of their lives or they do something so horrible they can't come back from it.
America was the representation of taking victims and people who've been under extreme conditions and channeling that energy into innovation entertainment politics religion and science.
And then at some point there will be a Tipping Point and all of that trauma will turn into something destructive and that's why you're seeing so much happen since climate change. The system knew eventually it would have to face what It produced as far as innovation and entertainment and religion.
And so it was a two-pronged approach. Develop so much trauma in the population and then develop innovation out of that and then end the suffering as humanly as possible..
but on the other hand in the defense of the system there are families out there who have never been exposed to Psychiatry and Psychotherapy and they harmed their own family and the victims were turned loose into the population to terrorize people.
Now you must figure out how to finish out the old world and learn your lessons and take the consequences of your actions and turn into something survivable
and if you choose not to survive in a system such as this transitioning to the new world then as humanly as possible close the door as quietly as possible.
The world has changed. Do you get it? The world has changed.
And that's why in the future the system wants to guide reproduction carefully so that way we're not developing horrible predatory monsters in the population converting people into victims and then predators..
You may have all the best intentions with your children and many do and somehow many of them slip through the cracks and end up becoming a victim. So even your best may not even be good enough. That's why you take care of yourself and raise yourself if you are over 18.
And on the other hand if you have children right now you can only do the best you can do and you must follow the laws of the system of your society. Because if they die suddenly and they are not diagnosed and they are categorized as failure to thrive and they died suddenly how would you explain starvation to the investigator? I don't know how they would even categorize lack of vaccine status on a child who died suddenly between one and 18. They will investigate everything. And everything will be documented. And you hope there is no abuse in that family.
That's why you don't want to put yourself in a position to raise a child because if you don't comply with the system then everything you've done with that child will be in question and you'll be under suspicion and investigation and you don't want that on your conscience or record.
And on the other hand if you do comply with the system and that child does not survive you'll blame the system and you'll never ever question whether or not you should have had a child to begin with
because there was no guarantee your genetics could carry them through climate change and no one told you this in your own family because traditions run hard and they run deep and no one is allowed to question any traditions in any family or else they become ostracized and excommunicated
And that was the sole reason why I left Facebook live. It's done. It's up to the system to regulate everybody..
And that's why the system is doing what it's doing
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