When you feel a certain way for a month and a half you feel like this is the rest of your life. You feel like whatever symptoms you're dealing with will be for the rest of your life and the people get on prescription medication or they use holistic supplements and start developing bad habits.
Why would you call them bad habits Jillian?
Because if you actually did something different other than take something for symptoms at some point you wouldn't have the same pain but you have to sit with that pain feed it and let your immune system wake up systematically one system at a time. People have many dark places in their body because it's dead to them and it's dead to the world and the pain is when the body finally wakes up.
That's where the energy and the lightning bolts come from because it is literal biological physical life waking up from a long long slumber. The system kept certain things going through their protocols and their methodologies just enough for you to do whatever job they programmed you to do and then when the body starts waking up and people feel pain they systematically put the life to sleep or drug it until the body is completely asleep and that's called rest in peace
but in the meantime they'll go through surgeries and transplants and add more trauma to the body and redirect blood vessels and cut out tissue and the person tries to heal and the pain tries to push out the damage and the body is so hungry and the person starves himself and then takes drugs to shut down the body's ability to wake up and that's why people die suddenly right now.
It's a compilation and accumulation of bad habits finally catching up to people and sometimes the children pay for the sins of their fathers and mothers because they didn't have enough immune system to keep them alive in this new world and changing environment
This last month and a half I have not been feeling up to cooking with adventure because that virus we came down with from down south did a number to our immune system and I caught it first and then my husband caught it second and finally he is sleeping in today. I feel relatively normal today. But I'll tell you it's been extremely painful for the last month and a half. And I mean painful. I know my husband has been feeling it and finally today he is sleeping in and I'm so flipping happy. We hung out last night and we enjoyed watching a live show that yeah could have been scripted but we both went to bed late and we slept pretty good. And he's still sleeping and I'm so happy. He's breathing and that's all I give s*** about.
I had extensive arm pain and shoulder pain and he has been dealing with major back pain even more so this last month and a half ever since we came back from down south. It was so bad he had to go see a chiropractor and I had to deal with arm pain and sleep and eat and take so many showers and my hair was falling out. I didn't pull out as much hair today but this last month and a half I've been pulling out hair by the clumps. It's pretty crazy.
And so with an aggressive virus on the rise and with frequency acceleration that pain is definitely the superpower and energy that if you are strong enough you can withstand it and feed it and release and some people will s*** their pants or die suddenly or throw up or experience aggressive hives or turn to their drugs even more so because they have pain and so they have to have stronger drugs because that's their natural reaction to pain and suffering. Everyone's going to react the way they have been conditioned to react and some will die suddenly because of their conditioning to react in a very specific way and others will notice aggressive growths like cancer and other things and other people will go and travel or write books because they have been conditioned to react to energy with the things they were conditioned to do at the time or what they're doing at the time.
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