if only the people in ca knew how hard I worked.. their rejection was my confirmation I did not need California or anyone in my life there at the time... i still do not need anyone there.. and I never want to feel my life depends on anyone..
My motto in life, I want to be an asset, not a liability to anyone..
if anything my memories of ca drive me to live and survive..
rejection does have its benefits.. just don't be a predator..
rejection can drive people to be so awesome.. too much acceptance develops blobs.. but everyone and everything has a place..
so, if you feel "rejected"/"judged" by someone or many people.. use that energy to make YOU better.. make your life better..
and i thrive on the past rejections giving me power in the present.. and that is why I am greedy for food, pain, release, knowledge and i love that I conquered myself..
smile.
And so if I've made you hate me it is because I want to make you better..
and I don't cross boundaries or inflict pain on people without their permission. You have to come to me and then I have to control my power. I can't be "hurting" people but they can choose to "hurt" themselves and make themselves better and then if they "hurt" themselves too much the police must come in and regulate what they're doing.
Everything is relative. But if you're going to "hurt" someone and that's again, a relative term, it must be legal and it must be through consent.
If not, stay far away from people
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