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Writer's pictureJillian Epperly

Releasing the Defensive Demons

By the way I don't get heart palpitations like I did about a month ago or two months ago. Now I just feel energy and I clean something or I make something to eat or I'm just doing so much talk to text with just endless streams of thought. I mean endless streams of thought.

 Sometimes I'll get a few hives every so often but that's because the weather has changed and the frequencies have changed waking up certain hotspots but they disappear as soon as they appear. I might itch for a second and then they're gone and then I'm left with energy and more new neural pathways. More connections. And I sleep like a baby and I snore. But yeah the energy especially around midday is pretty crazy and it's palpable.


 So that's why it's dangerous out there because some people who have extremist behavior are getting extremely triggered by the environment and the climate change and you don't want to trigger anyone to react to you in a deadly unfavorable way out there in the public. So you don't make eye contact and challenge them and you don't trigger them or try to be some kind of traffic enforcer and you definitely don't want to ride people's asses out there because you're pissed at them.


Men have to be especially careful to keep their road rage and testosterone in check because in this environment it's getting them in trouble especially if they're highly triggered; politically spiritually and even scientifically.


Women have to understand if they are super highly sexualized they will find every way to make themselves look so appealing that it will make them a target to those excitable males who don't know their boundaries.. you might get a lot of male admirers but you don't know what you're inviting into your world.. it's a dangerous game.


And on both ends the desire to commit violence and to engage in aggressive sexuality or frequent sexuality as well as dispute people personally come from highly activated immunological particles which have been traumatized at some point in the past and they need a release and you're not supposed to use people to release your demons.


Because you might actually hurt them and you probably don't mean to. But people have so much pent up energy and anger and trauma and antibodies inside that have nowhere to go except through their mouth and even their fists and if it's that bad through their ass or they throw up. And that's why we are in a surveillance society so the system can measure how dangerous a person is just by what they post who they target and what they focus on.


And that's why my own protocol worked on me because I was able to release the demons before they took control of me and destroyed me or cause behaviors that were undesirable. I'm sure people thought me releasing demons was extremely undesirable


 I would not dispute them


 but it was necessary and I did the best I could not to inflict too much pain on other people during the process because that process of releasing demons or trying to save something can make people do strange things because they're trying to hold on to something that is pretty much gone. And that's devastating.


And so I understand. Change is devastating.


 Life can be devastating and death is extremely devastating.


Spiritual possession is real and you can know exactly what you're doing and be totally aware of it and still be possessed. And when that kind of possession is so entrenched that any kind of punishment would actually make the person stronger in their intentions and so punishment on someone who is fully possessed to commit harm against a person place or thing could actually make those demons stronger and deadlier and that's why you walk away from those who must attack you intellectually


but sometimes you can have conversations with people and other times you walk away from outright insults..


 I noticed my demons come out when I can detect someone hiding behind virtue signaling using grammar as a conduit to attack somebody spiritually.


Because I know what they're doing. And it is malevolent and it's nefarious when you purposely walk into someone's house uninvited and start cleaning up their house. Not only is it disrespectful but it shows lack of character and lack of boundaries. And people who have no boundaries are extremely dangerous to themselves as well as other people..


And so yes antibodies are like demons and they will protect you and even repel the danger out there and if someone walks into your house and starts cleaning up your kitchen, and if somebody does walk into your house and starts cleaning your kitchen without an invitation you have every right to kick them out of your house in whatever means possible and that includes using choice words..


And then you release the Demons of Trauma from dealing with that situation so it doesn't turn you into the very thing you're resisting..


What happens is people are on defense and when they stay defensive they don't release the trauma of defense and that's what kills people and also makes them but also breaks them.. which is why having less drama around you might help you live longer because you're not always on immunological and psychological and intellectual defense from your friends and family and even your Facebook following who might not have any boundaries..


However kids on the other hand have no choice in the matter and they are always on defense and you hope they survive their immune system and the people around them.

 They have to build up their defenses and if they don't have access to food and rest and even release their own family would destroy them inadvertently. But at this point you can't help that because they may have what it takes to assimilate to the new environment when their parents want to stay stuck in traditions and they have something to prove. When the parents have something to prove, children get the short end of the stick.



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