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The Nephilim of Identity is the Path to Disease

The Nephilim of Identity is the Path to Disease

MY simplicity of taking on the identity of only being a wife and a woman may not be remarkable, but the simplicity of it is the immortality, or else people die from the complexity of their adopted karmic identities they must eventually face..

And you saw what I had to face the last 7 years and it was brutal..

Releasing the AGGRESSIVE culture and disease of identity is what will save Humanity at this point.

Remember the culture of disease has already been implanted in your biological Northern Hemisphere and Southern hemisphere and those two worlds must be aligned and if they're not it won't matter how great the identities you've adopted for yourself and your children ..

When your head is telling you one thing and your gut is telling you another that is the conflict and resistance that destroys people

if humans can't support their identities properly they won't survive the identities they grew up in because ALL children and you came from trauma that was never resolved..

I think once people figure out they were born from trauma if they don't release it they'll keep passing on that trauma until the trauma destroys the last genetic line

This is the Nephilim..

When the Dark Forces start Gathering it's time to take shelter

if you can't protect yourself internally or externally it doesn't matter your resistance or your politics religion or science. You can't fight against something like this unless you know how to protect yourself and get out of Harm's Way and hope you survive whatever is going on.

Cytokine storms are connected to climate change and all the crazy weather. You have to understand how to protect yourself internally and externally or you'll look for distractions

You are part of the machine when you take part in a war/t you never started. You just took a side because someone gave you a great story and you had to blame someone for your own disease.

All politics are religions and all scientific dogmas are aspects of the Nephilim that you chose to take part in aspects of. Unless you can release those identities you will continue to be part of the Nephilim and the Machine washing everything away


And to think Trump or Biden or anyone can save you or save the world shows that you haven't learned any lessons. People will keep repeating the same mistakes until ... they choose to end their own suffering

If you fancy yourself a person who takes away other people's suffering then you are the machine and the Nephilim

It is possible to live without an identity aside from gender specific and a role as a partner. Even identifying as a non gender is still a gender because you're acknowledging that there is a gender and your resisting that acknowledgment by saying you're non-gender.

I guess it's the closest thing to saying non-gender is a non-binary when you can't tell if that person is a man or a woman.

But I'm definitely a woman

Now I understand why I have all these crazy dreams of being lost in China or Arabia or whatever area I just watched a documentary on.

I have no addictions and I don't treat any diseases if I do get them coming up every so often

 Yeah no major identity.

 Okay I'm a woman according to the most prominent social construct. I am married to a man. I don't have any degree. I live within the boundary lines of America or the United States of America

 I don't subscribe to any religion. I'm not part of a close-knit friend base or part of any family. I don't have any activist stances. I don't have an animal or children. I'm not actually part of any kind of hobby group or situation. I don't work any specific formalized job. I cook for my husband and do laundry and clean. I'm not an athlete or a musician or even a poet. I don't root for a football team or any sports team or even the Olympics

Yes I do write but would you consider me a writer? some would say I'm a word salad artist. I wouldn't blame them. I just put things together until they make sense. Until they make sense to me maybe not to you.

So yeah. I'm not a blue collar worker or a white collar worker or even an academic. I understand academics but you would never call me a person from academia. I was taught by scientists and learned academics and then learned the power of the streets and the organized gang cultures and even put in my place.

 I like learning about new cultures. But I never stayed in one, except for my marriage. Which is been the longest culture I've been in since I was a child.. but my marriage is connecting to someone who was like me physically. My husband's extremely tough. He's extremely intelligent. He was not so connected and rooted into a specific culture when I met him but he is now molding himself to be more Republican and he is a man of the outdoors hunting and fishing.

And my situation with him and his earning power and my lack of needing to consume everything and collect cheap Chinese Goods has allowed me to release the different cultures that were not serving me, out of my body Mind and Spirit..

And so I have been purified of the politics religion and the science dogmas and even the crazy training of my childhood and now I'm free to choose whatever I want

And even though I am the person who discovered how the power of salt can cure you for a minute but also wake up the demons. Then it's a constant evolution. There can't be any identity. Because Evolution does not allow for a specific identity to stick. Which means i am free to change with the conditions and the economy and Society

I'm essentially free and in the unknown. I'm outside the circles.

 And that's a Trippy place to be.. because everyone out there is dying to belong to something. And they will die for their beliefs and their groups. When you want to live. Like truly want to live. It's being free from those identities. Not switching from one identity to another. But literally being free of identity and developing your identity through evolution and sometimes you don't need to put a name or label on it. Evolution is just enough label to give people the idea that you don't have a specific identity aside from a biological one that is mostly acceptable in all societies which is the gender identity and the role of my significant other and myself


Nephilim

The god of angst evil anxiety disease and addiction

And what did we have to do, we had to eradicate the disease of the past and sometimes great resets means we have to eradicate disease of the present and even the future..

because when you have unchecked disease you have a suffering like no other.

Why do you think those Giants who used to cannibalize the humans, are not here, anymore?

They were the disease of the past.

They were the Nephilim.

Essentially somebody of the past had to destroy the Giants so the humans can live for the future.. you can blame whoever you want.

But I can assure you everybody wanted to destroy those giants that were eating humans and terrorizing villages.

If you watch some videos I posted there are some Arab countries who are able to finally go back to their roots of practicing their religions because there aren't any terrorists going and trying to destroy

the war is pretty much over in some of the Arab countries out there, like Syria.

All over the world, we have descendants of Nephilim who are like disease within themselves and other people and cause War and then you can't tell when people defend themselves and that's why you walk away and let the system find a way to take away the disease like oncology and your remedies and your surgeries and everything in the medical holistic system.

 If you advocate people take away disease then you also advocated the war out there. You have no room to talk about what other countries do to other countries when you've already caused a war in your body AND TRYING TO TAKE IT AWAY..

And once you join in the war you become a Nephilim and you become the disease..

If you decide to take away disease FROM within yourself, that's fine, you're not causing disease to another people and society and you're not procreating disease and suffering or sustaining it.

But as soon as you get involved with taking away disease and developing your own war against something you think is the enemy OUT THERE, you become the Nephilim and you become everything you say you're against.

And that's the issue with humans WHO can't even see the error of their own ways..

They become the very thing they say they are against and resist and they become the self-fulfilling prophecy of the wars out there and they become the enemy to humanity

If no one is specifically attacking you and you are going out trying to attack somebody else you become the Nephilim

And for all intents and purposes you've sold your soul to the devil or the Nephilim

And yes they are demons and they do live in the upside down or the thin veil between the living and the dead


What is NEPH in medical terms?

What does nephr- mean? Nephr- is a combining form used like a prefix meaning “kidney.” It is often used in medical terms, especially in anatomy and pathology. Nephr- comes from the Greek nephrós, meaning “kidney, kidneys.” The Latin word for kidney is rēnēs, yielding such English words as renal.

cloud, clouds, cloudiness

nephelo-, nephel-, nepho– neph– (Greek: cloud, clouds, cloudiness).

AI induced


When the clouds gather the disease begins. Just look at the hurricanes and tornadoes. The Nephilim


Cloudy urine can be caused by a number of things, including kidney problems, dehydration, and drinking too much alcohol:

Kidney infections

Can cause urine to appear cloudy, dark, bloody, or foul-smelling. Other symptoms include fever, chills, back pain, nausea, vomiting, and frequent urination. If left untreated, kidney infections can lead to serious complications, such as kidney scarring, blood poisoning, and pregnancy complications. You should seek immediate medical treatment for a kidney infection.

Protein in urine

Also known as proteinuria, this can cause urine to appear foamy and may indicate a serious kidney problem. You should see a doctor if you have persistently foamy urine that becomes more noticeable over time

Dehydration

Occurs when the body doesn't have enough water. The CDC recommends that men drink 125 ounces of water per day, and women drink 91 ounces. However, individual needs may vary depending on age, weight, and activity level.

Alcohol

Alcohol is a diuretic, which means it causes the kidneys to release more water. Drinking too much alcohol can contribute to cloudy urine.

Based on your finding, that Ilim is "of god", i think Enir-Ilim could very easly be "Great Warrior of God",

 which at the top of the tower is himself.4 days ago


when they say the Nephilim are coming back, imo, it won't be the giants, unless it is project blue beam, lol, but it will be aggressive disease and discontent.. right now every single time the wind changes and the clouds roll in people's disease become more aggressive and the aging process is accelerated

if you literally, cannot release the demons out of your body, mind and spirit, you will become the disease until you resist everything and yourself, out of existence..

The Nephilim did exist, as they were the giants of the past who terrorized humans and then they became the symbols of disease and what human must do every so often to clean up society..

 The bible had many truths and allegory and when you imply a body of humans "kept your from the knowledge", the "discovery" of the knowledge, like using Julain Aassange, becomes another religion unto itself.. people become addicted to exposing knowledge they never knew and then trying to save you from something they can never even save themselves from

all the info circulating out there is not new.. it is only new to you..

When the clouds start gathering it's time to take shelter and run for cover..

This is not just speaking out acts of contrition this is also releasing demons. And your behaviors will change when you release those demons.

Even what you say will change. Which is why I know most people in the J World haven't really released the demons because they're still looping in the same persona they came into my world with

I think that was most of my issue with people in the jjuice world was they didn't change and they couldn't because they didn't release the demons.

 They were great in telling me how they're releasing demons but i couldn't see the changed behaviors or even what they say did not change over time..

some people are too traumatized and too far gone and it's very obvious.. and the Demons of belief have too much of a hold over their body their mind and their spirit.

Too many people around them reinforce the Demons of control over their spirituality and political belief systems

And so while Catholicism is great in pointing out the intellectual side of acts of contrition there is a biological side of supporting the acts of contrition. Most people don't match the biological and intellectual side of contrition..

so they say one thing and do another and then it's the same b******* and then you just walk away because you can't support that and it's tiresome..

Which is why my world very few will ever understand at the gut level.

They might understand intellectually but their gut could not support what they are being introduced to.

Their friends and family and children and everyone have too much of a deadly hold on to them and it's done..

and they've already sold their soul to the "devil"

That's why I don't rely on a fan base as a measure of success because people will tell you everything you want to hear.. having any sort of fan base is widely deceptive. That's why I don't follow politics religion or scientific dogmas. The fans are deceptive

Main takeaway. What code do you live by?

I had to ask the question given my background. I really had to ask a question. Wow. Just wow. Everything that I thought I learned a lot from so many people. I learned a lot more from the Spanish culture.

So before you get so high and mighty about immigration there's a lot of people with a lot of potential for organization you could Channel their survival skills into something useful. It will take a lot for us to convert the old world into the new world. Which is probably why the Spanish explorers were who they were

South America and Mexico we have a lot to learn from them. And if they come here to America we have a lot to learn from them and they have a lot to learn from us. F****** amazing.

And people in Africa going north to the promised land. The evolution. Yeah everyone must evolve everyone must find a way to evolve and develop a tolerance and an assimilation to somebody who is different and understand why the wars are what they are.

 People who has never dealt with having to fight to survive will be destroyers and won't be humbled and will be a dictator of sorts. Absolute power corrupts absolutely until the system must go in and clean up the messes and develop very strong people through some really unorthodox means.

 Which I can't even say if it's good or bad. It is what it is. It is a kill or be killed society and you have to be strong to defend yourself because you won't always get the luxury to have some kind of 24-hour protection.

You have to find a way to protect yourself and get out of Harm's Way. People who take the world for granted don't understand this and they stay In harm's way and they allow people to abuse them..

maybe they don't have a code because they were never taught a code. The only code they were taught is to overtake and destroy and consume and resist and that's it and you can't live in a society full of people who sole purpose is to destroy and consume everything around them.

So yes the cartels are brutal very brutal but they have an organized code and a process. And they know how to make money and they understand the weaknesses of people and capitalize on it.

 But people also make these choices. And if you don't bug them they won't bug you and if you're not an addict or a drug dealer then don't worry about it

Let the police force figure out how to control the cartels

But I will say Italian mafia and the Mexican cartels Irish and Russian gangs and all of those organized societies from distinct backgrounds like Italy and South America Ireland Russia and Peru and Mexico built amazing civilizations. Mexico is part of the new world.. the Americas like South America are part of the new world.

Just look at the language and the Georgia Guidestones and that will tell you what the new world will be..

The language on the Georgia Guidestones

English, Spanish, Swahili, Hindi, Hebrew, Arabic, Traditional Chinese, and Russian.

I don't think I was ever harmed by anyone except for the girls keeping me in my place in the Hispanic culture. The men and the boys were actually extremely respectful to the women and yes they have their conquest like any other culture but I was never disrespected by any of the men in the Hispanic culture.

 Even when I was hanging out with my friend Alejandra back in Sunnyvale and her family had a hierarchy and an order and even a Godfather of sorts. That was probably a great balancing force during my time at 19 and 20 when I was making my way out of that craziness of teen Hood. Her close-knit family and the big picnics and the Mariachis were so fun.. and then we changed and went our separate ways

Back when I was in the middle of all the mess and with back and forth from home and some place else, I remember going on a date with somebody I went to school with at the continuation High School and he was from across the road tracks in San Jose and I was still in Saratoga or somewhere and my date road the bus to pick me up and take me to a movie or something and brought me home. I don't even remember where I was living or what movie but it was one moment in time or things were okay for a minute

Don't get me wrong walking down Santa Clara Street in downtown San Jose, Yeah you get the cat calls but the women made the women tough the men represented a respect that you cannot look away from. And that was the main takeaway about the Spanish Mexican culture and the different gangs. I don't have anything bad to say about learning the other culture back in the 80s.

We seriously have to evolve as a society and be open to giving people who have a background of organization and a code a chance to make America great again. Even if it doesn't look like the old America.

 Making America great again could be welcoming in so many immigrants from so many different societies who want a chance at the dream that some of us take for granted.. we don't have to be so xenophobic as a society in America

Sometimes I think men have a lot more opportunities because they're men and so they get to go out and explore the world and it's less dangerous for them than it is for a woman. So we appreciate the men who explore the world and bring us the stories

you have 3 days from the time you signed a contract to quit the contract..

3 days.

People sell their soul to the devil all the time when they capitalize on sex suffering and drugs and surgeries.

 Especially when they become an influencer around promoting sex suffering and drugs.

Once you make money off of trying to save people using sex drugs operations remedies rock and roll and suffering you have just sold your soul to the devil. You have no room to talk about anyone or anything.

When you make money off of your politics religion and scientific dogmas yes you sold your soul to the devil. You have no room no leg to stand on

When you work in the medical holistic energy healing world you've already sold your soul to the devil

 you have no argument. No credible leg to stand on

Be careful what activism you partake in because you could actually be part of the machine that you are resisting and are against.

Many people in the conspiracy world already sold their soul and they've made a lot of money off of becoming a Satan hunting a Savior and vice versa..

 they have become everything they were against and they're making a lot of money off of it. But, again, they're trapped in the trappings of wealth and social capital and popularity..

And they can't get out or else they lose their audience and credibility and even their livelihood.

If you can walk away from the money and the power and the fame and the influence you haven't sold your soul. If you can't walk away from all of that. You are pretty much done and you have to live out your life being that savior or Satan relative to help you characterize something and how people characterize you. And that's also the plight of the family and the parents.. they can't walk away and so they die in the trappings of wealth and family and friends

hell is "empty" all the devils are here..

i said what I said.. if you are capitalizing on your politics, activism, religion, scientific remedies, etc, you already sold your soul..

game over.. you are the machine.

if you are making money or social capital off of human/animal trafficking, pets or whatnot, yes you are also part of the machine.

hell is empty, all the devils are here.

i wrote a book about my journey.. and i speak about my journey with no intention to capitalize on it, but to make life better for me and bring about an awareness and I even risk hatred.. am i part of the machine?

I would say no.. i do not actively socialize or take on dependents and I am not marketing my book..

i may have "sold" my soul in the past on Dr. Phil, but I also walked away from sticking to the same arguments, even the same people..

i am done selling my soul..

i am not actively producing suffering by taking on children or animals and I do not advocate taking away anyone's pain or suffering..

i walked away from it all..

I do not sell beauty or fashion or an image to anyone or any woman. I do not Advocate plastic surgery or self harm or aggressive sexuality. I sell expanding your brain and developing an infrastructure to support your brain and your gut. And that's it.

Everything else people have sold their soul in their politics religion science drugs and alcohol even the cannabis. If you truly want to be clean and sober every addiction must be out the window. Anything that is a Schedule 1 or 2 drug according to the DEA needs to be out of your house and out of your body over time

In my opinion 100% sobriety is painful and that doesn't mean you trade one drug for another or one addiction for another..

100 sobriety is facing every single trauma you ever did to yourself and what you inflicted upon somebody else.. and you develop acts of contrition and if not don't feed me your b******* stories of how you're saved and sober and saving the world..

I'm glad people have let go of aggressive addictions but there's a lot more to go. Our society allows people to be stuck in addictions and then capitalize on the pain and suffering.

And that's what sucks and I'm so sorry..

When you capitalize on someone's pain and suffering by claiming you can take it away

 You sold your soul

The accusations that someone is a narcissistic gaslighting abuser is becoming quite tiresome. Those are the people who hang out with large friends and family. They love to cultivate misery and they love to reproduce misery

If your claim to fame is that you were raised by or a victim of someone who was narcissistic and gaslighting you and abusive then you should never have children and you should not be around anyone or anything because you will inevitably reenact what you said you were exposed to.

This is the time where you need to release those demons not reproduce them in children or gather people around to radicalize them into predatory vigilantism. And you will trigger the worst in people

So watch those on Facebook who claim their raised by or have been a victim of a narcissistic abuser and they surround themselves with friends and family and children and become the gaslighting narcissistic abuser to their friends and family and that's why people circulate in large crowds. So they can play those f****** games and then accuse somebody else of the games they play

ANYONE who recommends you to treat your background of "narcissistic" abusive mother, father, sister or brother is capitalizing on people's pain and suffering .. if you survive any type of abuse, contrived or "organic", you are a survivor and could have the potential to release demons and regains life, but again, no guarantee..

I understand the suffering of humans, but I definitely do not agree with those capitalizing on treating someone's issues with "abuse" in their background..

especially those who offer their services on Facebook. They need to go see a professional..

the "narcissistic" argument prevalent all over facebook just keeps "victims" turning themselves into "predators" making accusations and claims against everyone and anything that does not fit their expectations..

once you claim you have been "abused", naturally you will reenact and relive that trauma on someone or you drug your pain and suffering away until death do you part..

too many people have used the abuse arguments as their badge of honor and while it can give you some mileage, that will only last so long.. eventually, you might need to develop another storyline or stay stuck in that loop of "abuse"..

We have would be saviors who love to Gaslight themselves and everyone around them into feeling sorry for them so they can reenact whatever they were taught on to somebody else. And of course galvanize an audience to radicalize and then make claims everyone who doesn't fit within their Paradigm is a narcissistic gaslighting abusive person when the accuser actually becomes a narcissistic gaslighting abusive person.

Just watch your Facebook watch those who make those claims that someone is narcissistic or abusive. They're probably just as bad if not worse because they hold that badge of honor

And so if that is your claim to fame then you shouldn't be around anyone or have children..

We have so many victims who are under the influence and to make accusations they actually become the perpetrators of said crimes against them. And when you are circulating within your politics religion and acience under the Influence yeah someone hurt you and now you'll reenact that until you pass away. You will hurt other people in the process.

 Directly or indirectly..

The downfall of our society is we have too many people to reproducing so much trauma and now we have so many people who are suffering

We have so many animals and children suffering from being reproduced from trauma that the system has to do a great reset. Just look at your Facebook it's so insane.

Once you finally see the emperor has no clothes you will find a way to leave Society systematically and it will be a process. It's not easy cold turkey leaving Society. Too many people capitalize on your presence..

Escorts R Us ie hawk tuah..

I suppose the girls out there need someone to look up to when it comes to pleasing a man and showing young girls what to do in the bedroom because if they have nothing else going on I guess being a sexual plaything is the only thing left

There's something for everybody. Good for her. She's trapped in this Persona I guess she'll make her money from this. I guess she'll also be the representation for girls who don't make it in the academics and they have someone like her to refer to. There's something for everybody.

I suppose temporary men need temporary women and these temporary women need to learn how to be amazing in the bedroom and I guess she will teach them how to be amazing in the bedroom.

And maybe she'll have an MLM and teach 18 year olds how to become an escort for all intents and purposes.

But we did this

 we raised our girls to be this way.. our society has developed girls from all the suffering

 this is how they will end up. And it's sad but it's a reality. We are raising future escorts in our society. We're raising girls to be married off and eventually become this until they get used up.. and there are plenty of men who will use up these women until they become used up themselves. That's what these women are being used for and it's so sad. But remember she'll be trapped in the trappings of wealth. More power to her if that's what you want, is to chase after money power and fame..

And Society will consume this poor girl. And the daughters out there will look to her as an icon and someone to emulate and the fathers and mothers will push their daughters and sons to be like her. To capitalize on somebody's aggressive sexuality that they have no problem putting out there on Front Street..

And we wonder why women are suffering and victimized. Well here's an example

And when the colleges become a feeder system into only fans and Instagram. Yep the prostitution of women and American girls and Western girls is right now happening before your every eyes

So when we choose to have children from all that trauma they will end up like this or become a man who needs so many women..

Now that you know this. What will you do?. I hope you make the best choice for yourself.

I'm so glad the system is using her as an example. People can see what they're raising in our society. It's f****** amazing. And you can't blame anyone because you're seeing the examples and you're actively reproducing them and you're proud of them and then yet upset when someone treats you like f****** s***. When some guy leaves you or some girl leaves you because that's what you capitalize on was the aggressive sexuality..

Somebody has to stop the bleeding but there also must be a feeder system for the aggressive sexual girls out there besides having a bunch of babies.

 I guess being a "prostitute" is the next best thing and getting paid very well for it..

And not all the time is a marriage a representation of something desirable because some people get abused in marriages and no one says anything. So where does a girl go. I don't know she doesn't have too many examples out there. If she does her friends and family and parents won't let her break the mold. They will keep molding her into their image and so these girls really have no chance and so they have to then have a representation of something like this.

And so this is how the enslavement of the the girls starts out with and then the enslavement of the family. This is where it all starts. It starts with what we've trained our girls to do and our boys to go after and manipulate because we've made them aggressively sexual.. and I would say circumcision and p*** develops aggressively sexual men who need girls like this.

Will she sell her soul to the proverbial devil or will she walk away from that contract. Well I can almost bet you she won't walk away. This is how you sell your soul. This is what people do when they sell their soul.

The desire for money Fame and power and social capital is how you sell your soul to the devil.

You can see no one is twisting her arm.

 If she actually walked away and put out a statement and said, " You know what, I made a mistake and I will not make money from this".

she would be an amazing representation to all women everywhere and all the girls. But I will tell you she probably won't do that..

How many of you have sold your soul to the devil and then you're saying the devil is out there when you've sold your soul already..



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