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Writer's pictureJillian Epperly

What Men and Women Will Do for Survival, and How They Justify it.

Suffering of women can turn the oldest profession into something "respectable" also develops the suffering of women and children .


The first world is not very different than the third world. We just have nicer clothes and architecture and indoor plumbing and we feed each other stories to make what we're doing seem better than what somebody else is doing in a third world country

The illusions we build makes the suffering okay until it's not


Now when I look at people who are expanding their families I wonder what kind of suffering they are going through. I wonder what kind of suffering the mother is going through. I wonder what kind of suffering the wife is going through. I wonder what kind of suffering the children are going through.

I wonder what kind of stress that father is going through trying to feed all of those mouths.

The first world came from the third world. We still are suffering but it's more acceptable until we have exhausted the genetic line. Obviously look around you with the died suddenly. It's not acceptable anymore.

Fertility is extremely deadly at the micro level and the macro level.

Boxing and boffing baser level instincts


The black and white checkerboard should tell you Too much light and too much dark is death.

Trying to come back and regain another lifeline when you have boffed your way out of existence and when you have boxed your way out of existence..

It's brutal

One Night in Bangkok

Song by Murray Head

Bangkok, Oriental City


Marriage and family is legalized prostitution and human trafficking and everybody is suffering but maybe developing Innovation or keeping the infrastructure going until the system has to change because of suffering is too much

And children are Commodities bought and sold basically trafficked by their parents and by the state until they become of age to figure out what the next gig is for them

I'm under No Illusion that we are any different than a third world country in the first world

If you take offense to this please unfollow me because the emperor has no clothes. Even though you are under delusion he has all the clothes in the world


And if you're not married and you're dating constantly then you're a John and a Jane looking for the newest Conquest

And if you're single and not married then you're feeding off your family because you're declining. You've exhausted all your resources and now you just trying to stay alive with whatever faculties you have left.

If you're single and not married with no family and you're not actively looking for a conquest then all you're doing is improving yourself

But nobody wants to talk about that


Diary diarrhea. Diary of the brain. Diarrhea of the butt

Very thoughtful

I didn't want to share the original Post in case the person took umbrage with my perception of this information. People have blocked me before and then I can't see the information. So to alleviate that potential situation I just screenshot and they're still my friends and I have no issue I just can't assume that people will understand my thoughts around the med bed using frequencies to annihilate pain and suffering.

This is how the system used direct energy weapons to localize a type of oncological process because there's no food involved there's frequencies. They may not cause you pain allegedly but when you use frequency to take away the pain it doesn't reverse the aging process it just makes the aging process pain-free until the body cannot handle anymore frequencies to stop the pain. You can't shortcut life and Med beds do not reverse the aging process.

They just make your way out of this world relatively pain free. But at some point I don't know when or at what point the med bed would not be appropriate for somebody that it would actually kill them. That's the things that you don't know.

And so use at your own risk but you know even palliative care knows that at some point you can't be treated anymore and so the system must stop treating you at some point and then you have to find other methods.

Maybe the med bed is the best method for people to be pain free until one day you die suddenly but at least you're pain-free. Maybe it's a type of systematic euthanasia but if you have a lot of life left in you then you can go about your life relatively pain-free until you can't survive the methodologies and so it could be a good thing if people are okay with this methodology and they don't expect to turn their stuff around and they already expect to die anyways.

Nobody knows when you expect to die when that day will be and so if it's pain-free then I guess why not.

Just so you know the machine can't feed you and the Machine can't take away your poop and it does not magically materialize food in your body or disappear the poop out of your colon and intestines.

It can only use frequency take away the pain receptors. And for those who are truly suffering it probably is something extremely appropriate to give their last days on this Earth whenever that is as amazing as possible. So there are upsides I just want to make sure you understand that this is not some magical thing that will give you lifelines or lengthen your telomeres because releasing poop and eating everything in the government pyramid food supply and feeling pain and suffering is part of the lengthening of the telomeres and jumping to the next hayflick limit.

there are no shortcuts in life but you can make the shortcuts amazing for the one life you choose to live and end. Just remember when you can't feel pain you won't know your limits and you could actually hurt yourself so be very careful. You dont want to do strenuous activity like bowling or jogging or jumping off of rocks on boats because you could actually shatter bones and ligaments because if you can't feel pain you won't know when to stop.. and you can also dislocate your shoulder because you can't feel the pain of your body dealing with stress.

By the way to protect the person I didn't make it so easy for this information to be searchable with his own call signs. These are screenshots that you'd have to put through Google to find the original post. Or type in the paragraph that screenshotted. But you'd have to read my information to go find his information. I'm not slamming this person in any way shape or form. I think it's probably a good thing for some people. And people will choose for themselves

When that demon becomes your conjoined twin

EXCLUSIVEMega-earthquake is poised to rock five states in America's heartland in next 50 years

Scientists say a little-known 150-mile-long stretch through Missouri, Arkansas, Tennessee, Kentucky and Illinois, has the conditions to generate a 6.0-plus magnitude quake.

2074 is 50 years

What is it, the Art of War says, make people think you are far away when you're near and vice versa. Hell I don't know. Gosh darn it.

Be prepared for everything between now and 2074

In my world I treat my household as a business and I do everything I can to keep the cost down so that way the high yield my husband develops can go towards his comfort and our necessary expenses and so he feels he's getting a great return on his investment without compromising my Body Mind and Spirit in the process

I only need the basics and a computer and phone to keep in contact with him and the world to manage our day-to-day life. I invest in food education and climate control. And I have no health insurance because I don't need well baby visits or well adult visits and if there is an emergency like a car crash I have medical payments if it's my fault and if it's somebody else's fault I'll sue their insurance and if they don't have insurance then I'll go into my own. Medical payments are for emergency situations and then I'll go home and heal. But I barely Drive and so statistically getting into a car accident that would cause me to lose limbs would be very low but never zero

It may not be greed. Maybe they know a lot of people won't survive and they can't afford to take that loss. I don't blame them for not giving a reason because how do you tell Americans they can't trust you to be low cost and high yield.


The rise of the diets and the holistics and the activism was the indicator Americans are declining rapidly with very little tolerance to change. Obviously the surge in cancer rates are an huge alarming indicator, regardless of what you blame the cancer rates on. And ask 10 people where they think cancer comes from you'll get 10 different answers. So I just chalk it up to air food and water.

And when you have a starving workforce who can't handle air food and water they'll be dangerous on the job and to each other

It's not just a financial issue and a greed issue it's also a safety issue.

People are dying suddenly every day.. and if you look at the healthcare cost of treating disease and Cancers oh my God our Healthcare System and people in the healthcare system are bankrupting themselves and the companies that have to pay into these programs and it's thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars per person especially when they're getting diagnosed every day as well as dying suddenly.

Some people are worth keeping around because the benefits outweigh the cost but when it is a lot of people in one company especially large company like John Deere the cost outweigh the benefits

Cancer treatment is usually expensive, and even with health insurance, patients can have significant out-of-pocket costs. The cost can vary depending on the type of cancer, the stage of the disease, and the treatments required. For example, a leukemia patient with private insurance might pay more than $5,100 in the year after diagnosis, while a blood cancer patient with fee-for-service Medicare could pay more than $17,000. Chemotherapy can also be expensive, with four sessions a year costing up to $48,000.

In my world I treat my household as a business and I do everything I can to keep the cost down so that way the high yield my husband develops can go towards his comfort and our necessary expenses and so he feels he's getting a great return on his investment without compromising my Body Mind and Spirit in the process

I have extremely smart Facebook friends

I learned a new word today, aphorism


The apoptosis of the Republican Party

I think the Republican party is purposely self-sabotaging. Like I thought they would potentially but I wasn't sure. But I was still be able to deal with whatever legislation they rolled out. Who's to say if it was really their intention or if it was developed to see who would buy into it and how people would respond to it.

Psychological operations.

 sometimes psychological operations are just putting something out there and seeing what kind of reaction you would get from the population

I have a hard time thinking both Trump and Vance are truly believing everything they even say themself. It's kind of crazy what's going on.

Allegedly Trump doesn't like dogs and Vance doesn't like cats and potentially even childless cat ladies. Which I don't fit into that category because I'm childless but I don't have cats

I can handle both parties

But I think the Republican party is actually self-sabotaging intentionally. Like a programmed cell breakdown

But I could be wrong. At the last minute Trump and Vance would win and we're heading into the Heritage Foundation world and I can still handle it. But from what I'm seeing I don't know. Right after Obama endorsed Kamala I think it was over.. that's the beginning of the ending of the dream of the make America great again..

America will always be great because you're in it.. unless you left the country

And if we have a Democrat president and even a democrat congress then you have Candace Owens and other pundits criticizing the regime giving the right wing people a place and a voice.

Goodbye The View

 hello Miss Owens

The original quote was "never argue with somebody who's TV is bigger than your bookshelf" assuming you even have a bookshelf.

Why would the size of a TV, which projects movies and documentaries and educational information be worse than propaganda books, written by extremely biased people, who could also brainwash you into extremely rigid thinking?

To learn is to use all your five senses. To learn is not just through books. It's through anecdotal evidence and movies and documentaries and educational series as well as listening to your peers.

Picking and choosing who to argue with is just virtue signaling and you are basically negating your whole argument.

Why the hell would you argue with anyone?

Then your whole intention is to convert somebody and forcibly so..

And why would you force convert somebody?

Why hold anyone prisoner?

Fat free half and half and whole milk because I accidentally bought the fat-free half and half. Yum yum yum

Yeah milk does a body good they were right

i purposely do not do pm because i am constantly working...no interruptions, please.

I do not buy or sell anything on the internet requiring private messenger and I'm very simple in my endeavors. I've pretty much left society and I only hang out with my husband and I'm not lonely

I say hi to Neighbors when I'm out and I'll say hi to strangers when I'm at the grocery store and occasionally if there is an event that is one or two people out on the boat I'm okay with interactions. I know I'll pay for them later but how much it depends on what I hold inside..

 I have not been out on the boat since that major sneezing incident and then the crazy arm pain and the demon waking up. I'm hoping that's the last major demon I woke up on the boat with my husband..

So I just stay unto myself and I'm very simple And I don't really socialize with anyone. Unless it's on the weekend and my husband's out or I see somebody in passing out there. I'm not trying to be rude but I pretty much in my shell during the week and when I'm by myself

And that's how I stay focused. And it is a conditioning process not to get caught up in the melee of the world out there right now. To survive in the society you usually have to change the way you do things. But what does survival mean well that's different for everybody..

I'm neighbors of people I'm not super neighborly unless I'm out there. That's why they say good fences make good neighbors.

 Lines of demarcation.. it is extremely easy to get caught up in your neighbor's drama. I like my neighbors because they are relatively self-sufficient. For the most part. And the ones that aren't learn pretty quickly. In this world you must have boundaries or else you will get caught up in everybody's life and then it's never ending and then you get sucked in and spit out.

And again be careful of accepting gifts because there's probably payments somewhere down the road. It's nice when you can accept a gift there's no expectation in return but oh gosh there's always expectation. That's why it's crazy out there..

That's the battle I fight is the warning to be connected without having to sacrifice myself for the connection

Which is why I do Facebook live and I study so I can give people everything that I have without having an expectation they return the favor and I don't have to get caught up in whatever storyline they have. And it's the best of all the worlds because I give what i can afford to give and then i train people to leave me alone.. and people do. Do I feel lonely sometimes?? I miss the old world but it's changed

my mistake, I made 36k in 2006 and then the least i made was a dollar in 2019..

lol i examined my ss statement a bit closer..

the less money you make could be more lifelines you gain during climate change.

and during the jj world of books, etc.. i had so many write-offs.. not so much ss taxable income .. schedule c type stuff.. and I reinvested back into my education and the people who invested in me. It's a win-win situation.

And I gained a world of knowledge.

And we shall see what happens in the future. But this is the time to get your duckies in a row and fly right. This is probably the only time in history will get a chance to do that. It's getting really aggressive.

And I don't mean right wing. I don't even mean left-wing.

 I had so little in material wealth but a world of knowledge education and lifelines.

 Your money or your life..

 I invested in food and knowledge my whole life.. and endure the hard painful lessons

and so I basically broke even with the Social Security Administration with the J juice LLC.

 I invested in myself and in the education and in turn I didn't get credit for income but I gained a lifelines during the J juice world.. and I suffered for it and suffered through it and there was no guarantee I would be successful but I risked. Because I followed the laws eventually

In my opinion I made the right choices for me gaining those lifelines while others made money and material wealth for others and themselves temporarily..

Your money your power your fame your trappings of wealth and your politics religion and science

or your life

Some people die for money and power while others live for their own life

But you can't have both.

It's one or the other.

Those are the trade-offs and the sacrifices

people need milk fats to convert energy and build substance.. fat fat fat is needed.. or else premature rigor mortis

And from that my experience with people who are declining super skinny and in resistance or overly abundant

Disclaimer: not everything is across the board and there's always exceptions to the rule but from my experience with so many people even the last few months I pretty much know what I'm talking about. Those of you who have had interactions with people you might make the connections one day.

Too skinny you're in resistance stuck in your persona and so overly abundant you have so many personas to work from you never know what will get triggered. And you don't always get the best out of people if you represent something they f****** hate

Now watch everybody get triggered by the elections and climate change

Looking for Heroes and hunting for Satan's

starving people can be so mean.. i mean it.. very very mean.

Overabundant men/women could be two faced based upon the triggers.. why do you think the larger actresses in Hollywood have a full range of personas they can tap into.. Chris Farley Roseanne Barr are two examples of overabundant people in their heyday with wide ranges of emotions and personas

and when you deal with these people and you don't know them very well they might like you for a minute until you give them a reason not to and sometimes that's just reading your Facebook and they treat you differently.

I felt that actually very recently from someone who was overabundant.. they were nice to me for a minute and then they got to know my Facebook and basically did not do what they said they were going to do and I was actually trying to help them out. I had such nice intentions for them with a purchase from their business buying something they had and even advertising their services and then it was radio silence. .. it was fake words through an email and then no follow-up. Nothing.

Bizarre interaction

No communication just stalking my Facebook but no communication. To me that's not how you do business but that's how people do s***. That's what people do to people when they don't like you especially when they're over abundant..

That's why I'm very careful dealing with everybody.

mean one day, nice the next.. sometimes they're funny

declining people are difficult to read and also difficult to talk to.. you dont know who you will get..

in this society I stay away from almost everyone..

I'm not saying this to be mean.

It's been my experience. I've had many bizarre interactions with people of all types shapes and sizes and a pattern has emerged

And then you might prepare yourself to deal with your parents your grandparents and even your friends and family who act warm and cold and warm and cold and it's kind of crazy.

 That's hard to deal with when people are not consistent in this environment because it's so chaotic and volatile.

 And people are suffering..

And so knowing this I don't walk into danger and I don't assume people like me

 I will just assume everyone hates me and protect myself because eventually resistance will develop between everybody.

Memory unlocked

When I was in Oahu back in Hawaii around 2004-2005. I was looking out from the bus window to the bus stop and I saw some meth head just go and strike somebody in the head out of nowhere.

 You don't know what triggers people and seeing some meth head or some homeless person just strike somebody at the bus stop in Oahu wow.

 that person who struck that person was declining aggressively and that person triggered him into violence just by being there. Imagine what it's like now in a diverse group of people.

Just looking like I'm from the states on the bus in Oahu I was getting daggers from the locals who called me haole.. a colonizer and it's not meant in a nice way

You're very presence could trigger people into aggressive reactions. And sometimes these are people you know very well and they just turn because the environment has woke up their demons..

So being so public on Facebook like I am I have no idea what people think of me and I don't want to find out the hard way. So I don't hang out with anyone really. Unless it's on a one-on-one circumstance and my husband's around.

Survival is understanding this world is unpredictable. I'm serious it is unpredictable. Expect the worst. Hope for the best but at this point we're not in a world where the best is going to come out.

Because you don't know what people are dealing with .

So again I stay home and I stay safe and I stick with my husband and that's it..

So I understand when people are declining and they become extremely skinny they will be very difficult to deal with and become very tunneled in their beliefs and also become very mean and intolerant.

Overly abundant people are jolly and nice and sometimes mean but they also have many faces to them and you never know what you're going to get and you don't want to trigger the Beast Within.

 So I just stay away from everybody..

and when I have a forced interaction I will foster the best out of them and then leave the situation as quickly as I can..

I've been around too many people not to see this and I have a clear gut and I can make the connections finally

And during these elections you will see the worst in people. I already see it now

Bloodlines

Africa Latin America and India Asia are the future

Caucasians really need to step up your game if you want to survive the new world

So if you're resisting immigration you already have the foreign particles in your body

you need to fight yourself and win

not fight the people outside of your household. They have their own f****** battles to fight

so now I figured out why blood type a a and b are more resistant and die from the changes in covid or exposure to the blood type O which is more diverse in a covid frequency change.

blood type O has more info and exposure holding both blood type a and b antibodies and blood typ a and b have less, which means more resistance and decomposition and died suddenly..

blood type a and b have been programmed to be more tunneled in body mind and spirit and more exact in their industries while blood type o has more diversity and exposure and "padding"..

The more diversity you have in your body the more you can jockey back and forth between microbes to give you those connectivity without going into resistance but the less diversity you have in your body the more resistant and the more decomposition because you don't have enough infrastructure to handle the new information coming in as fast as it's coming in..

Blood type O positive is the most prevalent blood type in the population and they are the surrogate mothers taking in all the information from everybody and processing it relative to the programming in their body Mind and Spirit and environment and economy and the culture and the lifestyle and the belief systems

Is it possible for someone who has blood type A and B to develop infection and pain and suffering and convert to blood type O? We have yet to see that proven because how many people can handle pain and suffering coming from a deficit called blood type A and B

Blood type A and B were programmed to be very good at whatever job or sport they were programmed for and now this next world you have to be exposed to everything that you were not conditioned to be exposed to and that's why you get a lot of died suddenly in those succumbing to covid-19 who are also blood type A and B unless they do things differently. Like change their lifestyle.

It's not to say that blood type O's aren't being condemned to death through died suddenly but if you are blood type A and B the propensity of not surviving pain and suffering and sickness is a lot more than potentially a blood type O if all the conditions are right.

The royal family is basically blood type O..

Bloodlines

The African population are mostly blood type O's and they are the most hearty and it would stand to reason why they would become the next president or a mixture of ethnicity of people in India and Africa become the next leaders of our world.

If you are a blood type A and B and you think you can handle pain and suffering and release and using milk meat cheese and eggs and you have the support system around you quit when you're ahead if you can if it even makes sense for you.

Blood type distribution varies by ethnicity, and some ethnicities have a higher percentage of people with type O blood than others:

Hispanic or Latino

57% of Hispanics or Latinos have type O blood, which is the highest percentage of any ethnicity. In 2021, 53% of Latino-Americans had O-positive blood, the most common blood type in the United States.

African American

51% of African Americans have type O blood. In 2024, 47% of African Americans had O-positive blood.

Caucasian

45% of Caucasians have type O blood. In 2021, 37% of Caucasians had O-positive blood, but 8% had O-negative blood, which is more common in Caucasian adults.


I updated the amounts above.

the money you did not make was when you saved yourself and you stayed home and stayed safe and did what needed to be done..

the highest amount of money I made the last 50 years was 26k take home and 60k in student loans..

i sacrificed status and greed for the Jilly Juice world.. but i suffered for it.. i suffered the comments, the judgments, the bullies, the alliances formed against me, and i was pretty resourceful to live in the San Francisco Bay Area and have my highest earnings be 26k and the learning using the student loans be 60k which 10k was interest..

when you are a slave to money and status, you are slave.. but you do get rewarded for it until you use up all of your lifelines..

the moral to the story.. your money or your life.

i chose my life of learning.. and was ostracized for it by family friends and society.. and i am still ostracized for it. Why do you think that Jillian? People still don't respect learning. They're greedy for money and they know how to flaunt it and that's who they worship.

Just look at your Facebook those who worship the money gods and they cannot at all for the life of them take on any new information..

Luckily I couldn't worship the money God so I had to learn everything even go into debt to survive. So here is my return to the world of living on that debt. You have a chance to save yourself if you can get out of your own way..

Don't get me wrong I wanted to worship the money God and even the addiction God so I can have fun with everybody else. I couldn't afford it. I could not afford it in body mind or spirit..

That's also why I envy the men because they were so consistent and so capable. If I was a man I would have been a criminal genius.. oh I know I would have been a criminal genius if I was a dude. Oh I know I would have been



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