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  • Writer's pictureJillian Epperly

Your Memories Are Your Protection and Rapid Growth Depletes Your Protection Taking Resources

Main take away.. Passover triggers the rapture.. when the angel of death passes over your house.. do the people in your house have the body, mind and spirit to survive the frequency/angel/light of death? or will it be the rapture and you think all sinner are left behind, thus giving you absolution for not surviving the frequencies/angel/light/angel of death?


the mezuza may have saved the jews in the land of Egypt.. but now, everyone will be equally exposed to the angel/light of death or frequency, and will you be strong enough for the change in climate.. or passover/rapture?


Rapid growth deplete you of resources.

Which is why all foods are so important.. And that you must understand you have to make room for the new growth in your body.

Sexual reproduction regardless depletes you from resources . Obviously having children depletes you of resources..

In this environment to become whole again. It is not intellectualizing the food you must eat.. My body gravitate towards specific foods

The high energetic environment causes a rapid growth of what's already held inside.. And then you have to eat after you release those demons. That rapid growth depletes you of resources. And then you start over again and replace those resources with the proper nutrients that will help you synthesize and differentiate when appropriate.

This is why you must pay attention to what your body needs. Not intellectualized to food. Because I say you must drink milk and cream.. It might be what you need maybe not the time . But again everybody has different triggers and different needs at the time.. Which is why being sick is so important.


The ultimate mother allows her offspring to account for their choices... Making sure they were set up to strategize their survival and not premeditate retribution against anyone..

The ultimate mother allows you to develop your potential.. She never pigeon holds you into anything.. And she was not desperate herself for your attention.. She set you free..

That's the ultimate mother.. Who doesn't hang on so tight.. Because of her own deficiencies. The ultimate mothers are not feeding of the body, mind and spirit of their offspring like vampires to humans..

the ultimate mothers set their families free once they put in the time and taught you all the lessons YOU needed to survive in a very predatory world of people who will love and hate you and gift you and seduce you to death...


Memory is your protection.. When you forget.. When you purposely take away indicators. And you allow someone to program you to be happy and sad and drunk and under the Influence.. You won't have the power of memory. How can you..

Your memory is your protection. I have the power of memory because I chose to remember everything.. And I chose to face the feelings..

That's your super power.. Is your memory.. Constantly dying and reproducing takes away your memory.. That's why families are subject to the same bullshit.. That's why history repeats..


Lack of memory.. Every generation in big families repeat the same mistakes because short term memories.. Long history of abuse..


which is why it is a fine line remembering past atrocities and then retraumatizing new audiences who reproduce the same trauma in their families hating those who represent the trauma of the past..


dying and reproducing trauma ensures history of past atrocities repeat..


which is why you release trauma and rebuild the body with peaceful memories of intellectual capability, tolerance, balance and beauty and remember enough past trauma without it damaging you repeating history..


fyi.. sometimes children are the past traumatic memories you held inside unleashed onto the world..to repeat history..


Recap of yesterday.. The 10 Plagues of Egypt in Order are: water turning to blood, frogs, lice, flies, livestock pestilence, boils, hail, locusts, darkness, and the killing of firstborn children.

We are also in these times.. This is why you must understand the world that you live in. You got realized where i'm coming from.. I know some of you get it.. Some of you don't. The system has everyone right where they want them. And they are behind everything that runs the world that you live in.. And they are the demons of accountability.. Which is why you hear so much hate and you read so much hate.. People hate to be held accountable for the lifestyle they have led.. And I completely understand.. When no one curbs your behavior.. You hate anyone that does. The system knows this..

People forget no one is going into their house and telling them what to do.. It's only recommendations.. And YOU have the freedom to choose.. So what are YOU hating.. And what are you resisting.. You can't have everything cheap like it was. Seriously, that's a child. Wanting the toy in the store.. People are hating the fact they have been out smarted.. If the system can't get you to change, so you can save yourself and your family and the world. The system will change the climate.. They will make things more expensive so you have to make a choice. .. But that's evil.. Is it? Or is it you refuse to change.. Even to save yourself . I introduced potential immortality and I was laughed off the stage.. People are giving you options and you laugh at their face .. You mock them.. You bully them. What's going on today is no different than ten thousand years ago.. Most humans have not changed . And they reproduce trauma.. And then that trauma destroys their community. And then you have to have endless agencies to manage trauma.. And then you have the right to say that they are hurting you . When you have asked for everything that was given to you. You ask for the antibiotics.. You ask for all the remedies. You asked for all the invasive surgeries causing damage to your body and your children's bodies and animal's bodies. All with your permission.. You allowed someone to tell you that I was stupid.. And you say you don't believe in authority.. But yet you follow authority.. The anti govt people in my world called the government on me .. And many of you supported them.. And signed all the petitions against me. That's how much you believe in government.. But you're resisting them because you're a child. But you also believe in them.. Or you wouldn't have mocked my information.. Really? What you resist will eventually persist.. And you will get what you want.. You will have peace.. But your own personal peace. The fact dan andrews resigned didn't do a damn thing for you.. The fact some of you still buy into demonizing a politician.. Says you don't understand what's going on.. You were always the enemy to yourself and the family.. Dan andrews did nothing to you Now we get to lay in the bed that we made.. It's gonna fucking suck.. I'm sorry I tried to tell you.. You had to change.. Thx Billy Batts The four humors.. The four different temperaments. As you know demons hide in the temperament. The demons of accountability. Because you failed to release the damage. And so they torture you. They become memories. But still reside in you and sometimes people reproduce those memories in a person.. That is original sin. Yellow/ choleric/ hot/liver Blood/ sanguine/wet/heart Phlegm/phlegmatic/cold/brain Black bile/melancholic/dry/spleen The liver is the storage location for fat-soluble vitamins and handles cholesterol homeostasis. It stores iron and copper. It plays a role in hematology with clotting factor and protein synthesis. The liver plays a role in heme breakdown into unconjugated bilirubin and conjugates it. It's the muscle at the centre of your circulation system. It pumps blood around your body as your heart beats. This blood sends oxygen and nutrients to all parts of your body, and carries away unwanted carbon dioxide and waste products. What is the brain? The brain is a complex organ that controls thought, memory, emotion, touch, motor skills, vision, breathing, temperature, hunger and every process that regulates our body. Together, the brain and spinal cord that extends from it make up the central nervous system, or CNS. The spleen controls the level of white blood cells, red blood cells and platelets (small cells that form blood clots). It screens the blood and removes any old or damaged red blood cells. If the spleen doesn't work properly, it may start to remove healthy blood cells.May 29, 2023 After waking up from a nap with hives and then I release the demons. The method I have in my book.. No more hives.. No more deep cough. Sometimes I sound like a barking seal.. And i'm eating oatmeal with Mango juice.. I pick apart every single symptom that I feel and I understand every food that I eat.. I stay away from the Supplements world.. I do not do any remedies.. I integrate the new viral frequencies that cause so much energy that does utilize a lot of resources which does cause deficiencies.. Which is why you must eat all food, so you can place the energy that was needed for the growth And reinforce your operating system.. All deficiencies come from aggressive viruses in the body and in the environment.. That is why food is so important.. That is why nobody can afford to be picky about their food or even where it comes from.. This environment is highly viralistic.. What do I mean by that.. It causes such excessive growth it to depletes you of resources.. It spreads your resources too thin in your body.. Just think of hives and all infection from high level energy, as teenagers eating you out of house and home.. And then you have to keep buying more food to keep feeding them.. And unless you release them from your house or your body, they will continue to eat everything out of your house and starve you.. Which is why at some point you have to release your children from your house.. Because having children in your house to depletes you of resources.. You teach them how to fend for themselves.. And then you push them out of the nest.. Those children have eighteen years to learn how to be relatively self sufficient and learn the lessons.. Sometimes it takes more than eighteen years to learn how to be relatively self sufficient.. And then in a perfect world.. They're on their own.. Fending for themselves. Without mommy and daddy. In a perfect world. But the intention is to release the children out of your body.. Out of your house.. Gently but firmly.. I am forty nine years old.. And everything I know I learned from my mother.. She did her job.. She doesn't need me and I don't need her.. We both did each other a solid.. I finally understood where she was coming from.. Maybe she might understand where i'm coming from.. And the best way I can acknowledge my mother.. Is to understand why she had to do what she had to do.. Because that was the only way I was going to survive.. She taught me how to survive in this world.. To the point where I don't need to lean on her.. Or anyone else like her or opposite of her.. No one can fill her shoes.. And so my gift to her.. Is to honor her with an amazing life contributing to the world.. Just like she intended. In the end.. All of us are alone even when we are surrounded by family we are alone.. Because nobody can live our life for us.. If you die alone. Even surrounded by people.. You also live alone.. Surrounded by people.. Some people are surrounded more by people than others.. But you're always alone.. People can be sympathetic.. But they can't live your life for you.. I rather choose to live alone surrounded by the people who understand.. Living alone doesn't always mean by yourself.. Sometimes living alone means you're married.. Because you have your own life and interests.. As does your husband or wife.. It doesn't make sense to be joined at the hip. But you will always have to face you.. No matter how many distractions you put in front of you.. You still look at yourself in the mirror when you surround yourself by people all the time.. Can you see the reflection.. The ultimate mother allows her offspring to account for their choices... Making sure they were set up to strategize their survival and not premeditate retribution against anyone.. The ultimate mother allows you to develop your potential.. She never pigeon holds you into anything.. And she was not desperate herself for your attention.. She set you free.. That's the ultimate mother.. Who doesn't hang on so tight.. Because of her own deficiencies. The ultimate mothers are not feeding of the body, mind and spirit of their offspring like vampires to humans.. the ultimate mothers set their families free once they put in the time and taught you all the lessons YOU needed to survive in a very predatory world of people who will love and hate you and gift you and seduce you to death... she gave you the gut feelings of those behaviors.. and you will NEVER ever forget those feelings even when someone whispers sweet nothings or shines you on.. she gave you the gift of detection and she set you free to experience them and survive them.. Now look the mothers who are so attached to their daughter.. And sons.. Who can't let go for the life of them.. Now you see why the system is doing what it's doing.. Main takeaway: the ultimate mother is the mother who allows their sons/daughter to save themselves.. not keep saving them from their choices.. a mom who allows you to discover your amazing potential is the ultimate mother.. when she allows you to pull yourself out of addiction, jail and hardship and bad choices, she has taught you well.. she allowed YOU to discover your potential.. you always had the potential, but someone had to allow you to discover it.. when you can put yourself together after being at the lowest point of your life, you can do anything.. i mean anything.. mothers will make or break their kids.. and they are.. watch your facebook now.. The environment will hold you accountable for the current condition you are in today and you hope you will survive the current/future changes, aggressive changes that are are/will be going on. Adults might have a better chance to survive if they start today to condition for the changes, but again, no guarantee of survivability when all the conditions are right.. If you have the optimal conditions that I have, on some level.. you might survive the next wave..... you might.. but again.. you had to have conditioned yourself, at least within the last year to understand were I was going.. crossing my fingers for all of you.. https://fb.watch/nhh9Z0KFbP/ the magic was always the suffering.. not the hormonal psychedelics.. but it was up to the mother to train herself and her kid to suffer to live, not suffer to die..how much is too much, how little is too little.. see a doctor if you are lost. infrasound dew 9-11? breaks down infrastructure.. put it all together.. or not you have choices.. and do nothing or figure out your game plan.. Survivors are either going to consider the evidence.. And change.. or resist.. Realizing the self fulfilling prophecy.. Shortcuts were never the answer. You had to account for them. You were tempted by all the alternative methods.. And now the chickens are coming to roost How many will finally realize where i'm coming from.. You had three years to change.. And face everything.. I hope you survive the next three years.. I hope the lessons are not too hard.. no matter what, everything is/was a gamble.. but you had to consider all the info... i mean all of it.. you could NOT cherry pick .. everything was/is relevant.. but the system put up road blocks.. because even if they told you and tried to help you, like I did, they would get blamed.. just like I did.. the system tried to tell you.. I tried to tell you.. so to legally cover their ass, they had to warn you.. of course.. you had to make the choice.. i understand now.. i really do.. every script, singer songwriter trying to tell you had to tell you via allegory.. they could NOT give you any absolutes.. even my book makes no direct claims.. i had to play by the rules, too.. i am and was trying to help all of you.. you cannot win with anyone dead set on misunderstanding you.. because even if they told you.. you would deny it and disbelieve it, anyways.. and even attack it.. destroy it.. that is why my heart hurts for humans.. huge huge huge lessons.. that is also why you cannot show "proof" of your claims.. or tell anyone anything.. they must experience the proof and when the outcome is not in their favor, you also must give them absolution.. a way out.. a patsy.. omg.. lessons.. pat·sy /ˈpatsē/ nounINFORMAL a person who is easily taken advantage of, especially by being cheated or blamed for something. "there is a mischievous sparkle in his eyes that suggests he is no patsy" that is why religion, politics, science exists.. to give you someone to blame.. and the agenda still lives on.. I TOLD YOU. I WILL NOT BE ANYONE'S PATSY.. EVER.. not only did I have to take personal accountability, but I also exposed the system of patsies because that is how a system of divide and conquer via evolution operates.. witch hunting on both sides.. war.. i stepped out of the war and gave you a choice.. and became humble in a system with formal regulators who understand absolute power corrupts absolutely.. you could NOT be too influential via resistance or else be remedied away govt style.. oncology.. when you are weak.. you invite demons into your world.. when one is sick.. one can kick out the demons, not waterfall them out, or develop new ones.. one must understand how to deal with weakness.. one must be strong while dealing with weakness.. be careful what you entertain when you are at the lowest point in your life.. you could be entertaining demons who destroy from within at your invitation.. Which is why you stay lucid when dealing with all experiences so you remember what it feels like at that moment.. And you never make the same mistake again.. Your gut can't help you if it's not dealing with clear communication.. You can't be protected.. For you to learn how to survive, you have to experience every situation you could potentially encounter.. Protection made people weak.. You have to protect yourself but even you must understand what that actually means.. When you rely on someone else to protect you not even yourself.. You don't know what protection means.. You gave away your power.. You gave away your power or you blamed somebody.. Memory is your protection.. When you forget.. When you purposely take away indicators. And you allow someone to program you to be happy and sad and drunk and under the Influence.. You won't have the power of memory. How can you.. Your memory is your protection. I have the power of memory because I chose to remember everything.. And I chose to face the feelings.. That's your super power.. Is your memory.. Constantly dying and reproducing takes away your memory.. That's why families are subject to the same bullshit.. That's why history repeats.. Lack of memory.. Every generation in big families repeat the same mistakes because short term memories.. Long history of abuse.. all protective memories come from all food.. and you had to remember the pain and feel it at the time.. and you had to release the damage.. you could NOT get away with harboring bad memories before those bad memories destroyed you.. you had to remember... you could NOT forget. if you forget.. the universe will make you remember...over and over again.. which is why you must learn from all trauma and not repeat it and if you do repeat the trauma, you will be tortured by the memories.. Now you understand why the system wants to guide reproduction carefully.. You could be reproducing trauma.. And those memories are difficult.. Don't get me wrong. I want all of your kids to survive even those in the j world. But there is no way I can promise you even with my strategy.. They would really have to be conditioned for a massive energy conversion that nobody has any idea if they have what it takes.. There could be indicators to say they could handle it.. But even then there is no guarantee with anything.. As much, I want to promise even those in the j world their kids will survive I can't even promise you that.. Not that I ever did, but I made it seem like you could do better than others.. But there is no guarantee.. I don't want anyone to be set up for false expectations.. I wanna prepare you for the worst.. Maybe nothing happens at all really october fourth or the eleventh.. Maybe it's just a little frequency that we're all used to.. And maybe it's not.. Maybe it's everything we thought would be the worst that could happen.. But no matter what if you want to change it has to be today.. Because I don't know how else are you going to survive.. Again that sounds so freaking extreme.. But i'm feeling something today.. I have hives today.. And i'm itchy.. That's a lot of growth.. I also have to feed the energy.. If I have hives today.. And I feel energetic.. What's going on with your children.. Even you.. That's why I sound the way I sound.. I feel it.. I'm experiencing it.. I'm not special. Nobody is that special and escapes the environment.. I told you on my video today.. I'm eating spaghetti with cheese today.. I am craving spaghetti with cheese.. Current evidence suggests that calcium does not interfere with iron absorption in the long term. One study showed that the effect of calcium on iron absorption is short term and that the body adapts over time, which is why studies have failed to show any adverse effects on iron status.

https://natalist.com/blogs/learn/can-i-take-calcium-and-iron-together Just to let your know I have not had a period since june.. Before that it was in march or february..

But i remember how much spaghetti I would eat when I was pmsing at home 20 years ago.. Trying to make up for iron that was lost during that time..

These frequencies are taking up so much energy that I have to feed myself so much more.. And i'm not trying to feed two people or even any sexuality.. These frequencies do affect desire but some days it's not as bad as others..

We just entered into a different frequency.. And the last few weeks was proof.. And everybody is sick around you.. I don't care who or WHAT you blame it on that's the evidence.. When everybody gets sick together it means the environment has changed.. Everybody gets affected.. They might get affected differently but they get affected. Does pm dd menstruation develop anemia..

The short answer is yes. Your periods can cause anemia if they are unusually heavy, also called abnormal uterine bleeding (AUB). Terms such as menorrhagia, metrorrhagia, or polymenorrhea are no longer used, as they're poorly defined.May 7, 2023 › anemia › an... Anemia From Period: Symptoms, Treatment, And Complications Two mice infected are suspected to have died from anemia https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6937685/... Which oatmeal has the most iron? Quaker Oats

Although oats are naturally a good source of iron, Quaker Oats are a particularly good source of iron at almost 20mg per 100g. I have also been eating a lot of oatmeal lately.. There is also anemic related hives Why do I say sleep with your phone if it's gonna cause all these types of diseases and deficiencies..

Because you're in it anyways.. You're surrounded by all of these frequencies.. You can't get away from the radiation in your environment.. You have to push out damage and remember everything.. And you have to build back your body up better..

I'll tell you every growth is intelligence.. For every intelligent life form that grows within me increases intellectual capability.. And then I foster that growth.. And I develop new neural pathways.. Lately it's been all about tomatoes for me and cheese.. I have been eating a lot of tomatoes and tomato sauce and lot of spaghetti.. Definitely a correlation of iron deficiency because of the environment.

You have to eat for this environment.. A lot more than usual.. Which means you have to be sick a lot more. You have to condition for this environment.. That's the only way you're going to survive..

I had to take a nap today.. And I hoped the delivered package I was receiving was gonna stay intact on my door.. I even slept through the mailman ringing the doorbell.. But my package did stay.. No one took it..

All my hives are from growth spurts.. From the environment.. Just think of the growths in your body as teenagers and toddlers.. They're not mature enough.. And they utilize so many resources like cancer. That's why people deteriorate when they have infection and it's not being released.

Anemia is common in toddlers and teens when rapid growth spurts require more iron and other nutrients than normal. There are many causes of anemia in children, including genetics, diets low in iron or vitamin B12, infections, some types of cancer, and medication-related medical treatments. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3662108/?fbclid=IwAR2UXpCJ3bspFbzu08R8eMxDnY2WiIVbBHNig_s0Li4fG7FduOqipemhPUc




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